I have to go through with a divorce I do not want. I am dying inside. God, please give me the day to day, moment by moment strength to handle this. You know the trials I have carried and then new ones to come. And I praise you on high for the times I truly knew that you were carrying me. I know you will get me through this one too but my mind and heart are so lost with what Mike has done. Please help me Dear God........I'm falling