Hey all. iv had depression for a good while now, and i have my good and not so good days. Its tough because wen i feel down, i find it really hard to be motivated or focus on anything. Im in my final year of university now, and know iv got to start making important decisions for my future, and career choices, and it scares me because i find simple day to day stuff difficult often, never mind handling the future. I dont want to just graduate, and fade into the background living an aimless life, and sitting around being depressed, lol. Iv done quite a bit of that already! please pray god will give me a sense of direction overthe next few months on what he wants me to do with my life, and that i will feel a sense of purpose to it (because i dont atthe moment sometimes). Its been stressing me out quite a bit, and when feeling like this, i dont feel i have any control over my life at all. Im considering going back to counselling for a bit, but its a bit scary, coz my old counsellor has retired and i dont wana get someone who will be horrible