Hi,
I currently am living in a different state and due to the confidentiality of this situatiion would not like to use my name or my children's names. I have been involved for over ten years in a Inner city ministry and have walked away from ministry due to being wounded. I would like to have the opportuntiy to relocate my family to the Seattle area. I am not even 100 % sure why I am headed to this area. But I am. I am leaving an abusive relationship that I have been involved with my life for 11 years on and off and he is the father of my two children. Thru years of drama and this man never taking his role as the head of the household and never taking the council of God given wisdom I now have found myself as well as my children living in a domestic violence situation. I guess you can say enough is enough there is that fine line between what abuse is and submission. I have come to the end of my ropes and I am now leaving this state we currently are staying in a house for domestic violence against women about 1800 miles from Seattle with a hope to regain my life and some control back as well as to surrender my life back to the Lord.
This past Saturday a christian group came into the shelter to bless the mothers for mothers day and I had special prayers spoken over my life that I needed to close this door in my life and go foward that God did not want me in this world of rejection anymore and then of course Monday at 5:30 am after showering I fell down the stairs and I now have a broken ankle and a sprained ankle. So you see I have questioned and asked God is this a message from him or is this a sign no matter what keep going as this week has transpired. I have had every door open for me and the two girls to relocate to the Seattle area. The advocates worked on flight arrangments while I worked on calling Domestic Violence shelters in the Seattle area that would hold a bed for me and my girls. Then I was asked to get a back up plan to call a couple others just in case something would happen when we arrived and had no where to stay.
To make this story short ... All the doors have opened for me to move to the Seattle area I know no one and would like to start my life again and will need support. I know the only true counselor is our father above.
I do know I will be flying out there this weekend when Angel flight lets me know when I will be flying out I have a confidential location I will be staying at. I don't even know the address yet. They don't disclose this information due to security reasons.
I am leaving behind all my belongings except the clothes on my back I am looking for a supportive church through out this transistion for me and my girls.
I also need a lot of prayer that I am making the correct decision. I don't have any money saved up and through this program have covered all the travel cost for me and the girls. I hoope to relocate this weekend to the Seattle area I will be needing transportation from the airport to meet the staff about 5 miles away from the undisclosed location I will be residing at once I get to the shelter there.
I am truly scared and still very unsure about things but know that I can count on GOD"S prayer warroirs to intercede when I can't see so clear .
Thank you and my best regards,
Candy
I currently am living in a different state and due to the confidentiality of this situatiion would not like to use my name or my children's names. I have been involved for over ten years in a Inner city ministry and have walked away from ministry due to being wounded. I would like to have the opportuntiy to relocate my family to the Seattle area. I am not even 100 % sure why I am headed to this area. But I am. I am leaving an abusive relationship that I have been involved with my life for 11 years on and off and he is the father of my two children. Thru years of drama and this man never taking his role as the head of the household and never taking the council of God given wisdom I now have found myself as well as my children living in a domestic violence situation. I guess you can say enough is enough there is that fine line between what abuse is and submission. I have come to the end of my ropes and I am now leaving this state we currently are staying in a house for domestic violence against women about 1800 miles from Seattle with a hope to regain my life and some control back as well as to surrender my life back to the Lord.
This past Saturday a christian group came into the shelter to bless the mothers for mothers day and I had special prayers spoken over my life that I needed to close this door in my life and go foward that God did not want me in this world of rejection anymore and then of course Monday at 5:30 am after showering I fell down the stairs and I now have a broken ankle and a sprained ankle. So you see I have questioned and asked God is this a message from him or is this a sign no matter what keep going as this week has transpired. I have had every door open for me and the two girls to relocate to the Seattle area. The advocates worked on flight arrangments while I worked on calling Domestic Violence shelters in the Seattle area that would hold a bed for me and my girls. Then I was asked to get a back up plan to call a couple others just in case something would happen when we arrived and had no where to stay.
To make this story short ... All the doors have opened for me to move to the Seattle area I know no one and would like to start my life again and will need support. I know the only true counselor is our father above.
I do know I will be flying out there this weekend when Angel flight lets me know when I will be flying out I have a confidential location I will be staying at. I don't even know the address yet. They don't disclose this information due to security reasons.
I am leaving behind all my belongings except the clothes on my back I am looking for a supportive church through out this transistion for me and my girls.
I also need a lot of prayer that I am making the correct decision. I don't have any money saved up and through this program have covered all the travel cost for me and the girls. I hoope to relocate this weekend to the Seattle area I will be needing transportation from the airport to meet the staff about 5 miles away from the undisclosed location I will be residing at once I get to the shelter there.
I am truly scared and still very unsure about things but know that I can count on GOD"S prayer warroirs to intercede when I can't see so clear .
Thank you and my best regards,
Candy
