Dear Sisters and Brothers in Christ ~
I usually do not like to ask for prayers for myself as I know so many have it so much worse than I do. I just don't know what else to do. I've hit rock bottom and am having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been very ill this last year and my physician had no idea what was the cause. After many hospitalizations and being fired from two jobs due to the absences, I decided to fire my physician. He was my physician for over 10 years. It was a very difficult decision but ended up being the right one. I found a new doctor that was able to diagnose my illness with one test. Thanks be to God for that! I am feeling better but am still praying for a little more healing. I have been ill for so long that I just wish God would let me feel a bit better for a little while. I just need a break from feeling so bad.
I have a wonderful family that has been such a great support to me. They help make this unbearable situation a bit bearable. I just feel like a complete burden on them...physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My mother has been hit the hardest. I worry about her so. I just wish I wasn't such a burden.
I am trying to find a full time job. There isn't much out there and am having a difficult time. I send out numerous resumes and don't hear anything back. I'm quite nervous that when I do get an interview that it will be for nothing. Who is going to want to hire someone who has been fired from her last two jobs due to absences? I shouldn't miss anymore days but with treatment just beginning, who knows? I just feel like a failure at life. I just don't see things getting better anytime soon. The stress is just killing me, which doesn't help my health. I just want a "normal" life. I want to be able to go to work and have fairly good health. I would say perfect health but with my condition good health is just a dream.
I am asking that you please pray for strength, peace and healing for me to get through this difficult time. I pray I see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.
God bless each and every one of you. Thank you in advance for your prayers.
God Bless,
Charity
I usually do not like to ask for prayers for myself as I know so many have it so much worse than I do. I just don't know what else to do. I've hit rock bottom and am having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been very ill this last year and my physician had no idea what was the cause. After many hospitalizations and being fired from two jobs due to the absences, I decided to fire my physician. He was my physician for over 10 years. It was a very difficult decision but ended up being the right one. I found a new doctor that was able to diagnose my illness with one test. Thanks be to God for that! I am feeling better but am still praying for a little more healing. I have been ill for so long that I just wish God would let me feel a bit better for a little while. I just need a break from feeling so bad.
I have a wonderful family that has been such a great support to me. They help make this unbearable situation a bit bearable. I just feel like a complete burden on them...physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My mother has been hit the hardest. I worry about her so. I just wish I wasn't such a burden.
I am trying to find a full time job. There isn't much out there and am having a difficult time. I send out numerous resumes and don't hear anything back. I'm quite nervous that when I do get an interview that it will be for nothing. Who is going to want to hire someone who has been fired from her last two jobs due to absences? I shouldn't miss anymore days but with treatment just beginning, who knows? I just feel like a failure at life. I just don't see things getting better anytime soon. The stress is just killing me, which doesn't help my health. I just want a "normal" life. I want to be able to go to work and have fairly good health. I would say perfect health but with my condition good health is just a dream.
I am asking that you please pray for strength, peace and healing for me to get through this difficult time. I pray I see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.
God bless each and every one of you. Thank you in advance for your prayers.
God Bless,
Charity