please help....

[j2005h]

I have never struggled with this as much as I do now and it scares me. I sometimes have thoughts about taking my life but idk if i could seriously go through with it. i keep trying to be the funny and happy guy that i used to be, but is it even possible to go back to being who i was before i hit depression? sorry for the heavy post..i just need someone to talk to.....

 

[Rabid_Rabbit]

I'm not sure 'cause I'm in the middle of depression myself. But I think it is possible to become someone even better than what you were before.
It's kind of like the gold being purified in the fire.
The hard thing is sticking it out

 

[pokeyliz14]

I guess i'm just trying to remind you that better times are ahead.. when ahead? Only God knows.. (really). Depression and just the fact that your going through something may make you an almost better person in the end. Just take it one day at a time...

 

[inHisgripkim]

I have never struggled with this as much as I do now and it scares me. I sometimes have thoughts about taking my life but idk if i could seriously go through with it. i keep trying to be the funny and happy guy that i used to be, but is it even possible to go back to being who i was before i hit depression? sorry for the heavy post..i just need someone to talk to.....

I hope you are seeing a professional for your depression and also your physician. If you are not, you would feel so much better if you got proactive about it. Talk to your physician and also try some counseling. It does help and it also gives you more options in dealing with issues.

Praying for you,
Kim

 

[Soulwings]

It is possible to become someone better and stronger than you were before depression hit. I'm in the middle of it now but I know that to be a fact.

God is there for you. Cling to Him if you can.
And get professional help if you haven't already. Suicidality is something that needs to be dealt with. Perhaps antidepressants might do you some good, perhaps you could try exercising more, go out for a run every day, that sort of thing.

You're in my prayers. If you need someone to talk with, I'm here. God bless and stay strong.

 

[j2005h]

I hope you are seeing a professional for your depression and also your physician. If you are not, you would feel so much better if you got proactive about it. Talk to your physician and also try some counseling. It does help and it also gives you more options in dealing with issues.

Praying for you,
Kim

i don't really have the money and my parents are against it. i told them i need help but they don't think seeing a therapist is the right way to deal with it.

i want to talk to my pastor about the suicidal thoughts but it will definitely be a difficult thing for me to come out and admit..and i don't really know how to go about saying it either.....

EDIT

thank you soo much for listening and taking the time to reply to my post. it means a lot to me...especially tonight...

 

[Naomie]

i don't really have the money and my parents are against it. i told them i need help but they don't think seeing a therapist is the right way to deal with it.

i want to talk to my pastor about the suicidal thoughts but it will definitely be a difficult thing for me to come out and admit..and i don't really know how to go about saying it either.....

EDIT

thank you soo much for listening and taking the time to reply to my post. it means a lot to me...especially tonight...

You really need to see a doctor, at least. You may have some sort of chemical imbalance which is causing the depression to get worse. Blood tests may show what the imbalance is. If you are having suicidal thoughts, then you may need anti-depressant drugs to bring your brain chemistry back to normal. I'm sure that if your parents knew how serious this has become, they would not mind giving you the money to get help. Your life is more important than money. Please try to get the help that you need.

 

[aboutface]

j2005h
I sit here crying for you. Before I saw yoru post I just wrote a blog about my struggle with depression.
Profeesional help is recommended. The hardest thing is getting people who have never suffered from serious depression to recognise the reality of where you are at.
Jesus is the key, but medicines are one of His answers too.
Father God, I pray for your dear child, and I ask that your would surround him with help.

 

[promisesofgrace]

I have never struggled with this as much as I do now and it scares me. I sometimes have thoughts about taking my life but idk if i could seriously go through with it. i keep trying to be the funny and happy guy that i used to be, but is it even possible to go back to being who i was before i hit depression? sorry for the heavy post..i just need someone to talk to.....

Hold in there,please, and don't give up. I know it is so hard now, and hard for people who are not going through this to understand, though you may wish much for them to. But you can get through this-hold on, turn to Jesus in your pain, and hang on...

 

[Goobersmooch]

I have never struggled with this as much as I do now and it scares me. I sometimes have thoughts about taking my life but idk if i could seriously go through with it. i keep trying to be the funny and happy guy that i used to be, but is it even possible to go back to being who i was before i hit depression? sorry for the heavy post..i just need someone to talk to.....

I have struggled with Depression for many years so I know how you feel. It can be a very dark place to be. All I can say is there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am the proof. God will carry you through this. Hold onto that. If you ever need to talk let me know.

Take care and God Bless I am praying for you!

Melanie

 

[Goobersmooch]

I'm not sure 'cause I'm in the middle of depression myself. But I think it is possible to become someone even better than what you were before.
It's kind of like the gold being purified in the fire.
The hard thing is sticking it out

This is very true! I'm proof. I have walked through the fire and I'm refined so much better because of it. I see things so much differently.