Hi,
I'm like you and I've already sat down with my physician and explained my position on death. I know I'm going to die unless Jesus returns before then. I don't agree that man's modern medicine is a blessing of God. I believe that man's modern medicine is actually one of the many ways in which we follow '666'. Yes, I know that a lot of people will rebuke that and that's ok with me. You see, '666' means that we follow the ways of man and not the ways of God. I don't buy into this attitude that I must do everything in my power to keep myself alive for as many days as I can through whatever means I can.
I trust God. I believe that He has the power to give me life and renew my days for as long or as many as He wants that done. I believe that even if I come down with some deadly disease or affliction that He has the power to fix it, if it is His will to do so.
I believe Jesus was telling the truth when he said that we are not to love this life. "The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life." So, for those who would say, "Oh you've got to do everything you can to keep this life", my question would be, "Why?". I exist and live by the power of the living God and the days that I receive are by His hand. If I am about to die and God wants me to live, trust me, I will live without the aid of modern medicine. I will live because God sustains all life.
So, yes, I sat down with my physician when I was 50 and we talked for about 20 minutes and I explained my beliefs to him. I told him that if he's ever called to the hospital and my heart has stopped, just turn around and walk away. Don't pull out the paddles and try to revive my heart. If God wants that to happen, He'll take care of it. I explained to him that if I'm ever diagnosed with cancer of some sort or some other deadly disease or infirmity, that I'm perfectly happy with your saying, "Ted, you've got such and such and it's more than likely going to kill you in a few months or years." Then follow up with, "I'll be here if you need me for anything and I pray that your death is peaceful, but you will soon see the face of God. I have just decided to trust God with the days of my life and I'm OK with that.
Now, yes, each one has to decide such a thing on their own and surely the medical profession frowns on such an attitude. That's Ok. You see, they are '666' and I'm trusting in '777'.
God bless you and I pray that your death will also be in peace and that you also will be rewarded for trusting in the one who is able to give life and take it away for the days of your life. God is good!
God bless you.
In Christ, Ted