Paganism

[Bluerose31]

Please pray for me, I have been struggling because a part of me wants to return to paganism. But I know I need to be with Christ. Please pray for me.

 

[brinny]

Praying.

 

[Bluerose31]

Praying.

Thank you so much Brinny.

 

[brinny]

Thank you so much Brinny.

There's some spiritual warfare going on....

Praying.

 

[Bluerose31]

There's some spiritual warfare going on....

Praying.

Yes, there is dear. Thank you for your prayers.

 

[brinny]

[Staff edit].

Can you call your counselor?

 

[Bluerose31]

Can you call your counselor?

Yes I can Brinny. I will do that. Thank you.

 

[brinny]

Yes I can Brinny. I will do that. Thank you.

If she is helping you, and you trust her, she is an "anchor" at this time....and it is crucial that she know the struggles that you are experiencing right now.

 

[Bluerose31]

If she is helping you, and you trust her, she is an "anchor" at this time....and it is crucial that she know the struggles that you are experiencing right now.

I agree Brinny.

 

[brinny]

I agree Brinny.

You need to steer clear of self condemnation and self blame like the "plague" right now.

 

[Bluerose31]

You need to steer clear of self condemnation and self blame like the "plague" right now.

You are so right Brinny.

 

[brinny]

You are so right Brinny.

Perhaps, yet i sense that you are struggling with it.

 

[Bluerose31]

Perhaps, yet i sense that you are struggling with it.

Yes, I still am Brinny but I will pray tonight that Jesus will heal me of it.

 

[brinny]

Yes, I still am Brinny but I will pray tonight that Jesus will heal me of it.

Be honest with Jesus. Pour out your heart. Whatever is in your heart that you may have been "stuffing".

 

[Bluerose31]

Be honest with Jesus. Pour out your heart. Whatever is in your heart that you may have been "stuffing".

You are right Brinny

 

[brinny]

You are right Brinny

Perhaps, but when is Rose gonna start saying "enough is enough"?

 

[Bluerose31]

Perhaps, but when is Rose gonna start saying "enough is enough"?

You are right Brinny. I need to say that to myself. It has been alot. I need to learn to be kinder to myself still.

 

[brinny]

You are right Brinny. I need to say that to myself. It has been alot. I need to learn to be kinder to myself still.

kinder to myself

THAT is what this "healing" is all about.

Just a little tid bit:

We CANNOT "love" others unless we "love" ourselves. And we CANNOT "love" ourselves until we are healed.

It just is NOT possible.

Anything else is "wishful thinking" and a disregard of the needs of the one who is wounded.

And we NEVER EVER "forgive" and/or "force" ourselves to, to "please" ANYONE because they are "telling" us to.

GOD knows when it is time. He NEVER EVER walks us into that chapter until after HE has prepared our hearts, minds, and spirits. And it's ALWAYS in HIS own inexplicable and perfect timing.

 

[Bluerose31]

THAT is what this "healing" is all about.

Just a little tid bit:

We CANNOT "love" others unless we "love" ourselves. And we CANNOT "love" ourselves until we are healed.

It just is NOT possible.

Anything else is "wishful thinking" and a disregard of the needs of the one who is wounded.

And we NEVER EVER "forgive" and/or "force" ourselves to, to "please" ANYONE because they are "telling" us to.

GOD knows when it is time. He NEVER EVER walks us into that chapter until after HE has prepared our hearts, minds, and spirits. And it's ALWAYS in HIS own inexplicable and perfect timing.

Thank you so much for sharing this with me Brinny God bless you. It soothed my heart a lot.

 

[brinny]

Thank you so much for sharing this with me Brinny God bless you. It soothed my heart a lot.

Another tidbit:

Silver, or anyone who traumatized you inexplicably, is not YOUR "burden".

Keep telling yourself this.

Praying.