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[PureGrace]

I'm falling back into depression so quickly that I can't even keep track of it all. I have an eating disorder and its so hard. None of my friends know except one, and that one really couldnt care less...anyone who does know just critisizes me about it and I'm sick of it.

I've lost 4 friends to suicide, and I miss them so, so much, lately, there's not one moment of the day where I'm genuinely not in pain. I hate being like this so much. I like how I have been with out depression...i've been happy, and it has been amazing. I hate this. I feel like everything is caving in on me...i just feel like disappearing. please pray for me.

Kate

 

[moses916]

Praying for you... plz hang in there...everything will be alright...you just need to hold on to your faith and to pray... if you need someone to talk to pm me

 

[luv4godremains]

I'm praying, you can always PM me if ya need to chat as well, and, I nkow how it feels to lose friends to suicide, close friends even! hang in there angel, God has special and wonderful things in mind for you, your experiences are all unique to you for the purposes he has for your life! God bless, hang in there hun

 

[churchlady]

I'm falling back into depression so quickly that I can't even keep track of it all. I have an eating disorder and its so hard. None of my friends know except one, and that one really couldnt care less...anyone who does know just critisizes me about it and I'm sick of it.

I've lost 4 friends to suicide, and I miss them so, so much, lately, there's not one moment of the day where I'm genuinely not in pain. I hate being like this so much. I like how I have been with out depression...i've been happy, and it has been amazing. I hate this. I feel like everything is caving in on me...i just feel like disappearing. please pray for me.

Kate

Dear Lord, I come to your throne of grace on behalf of PureGrace. You said we could come boldly, and ask for help in time of need. By faith, I receive for her your mercy and help to deliver her from the plans of the enemy. Lord, in the authority of the Name of Jesus, I break off of her mind this spirit of heaviness, this veil of darkness. I command her release to your rule and reign in her life right now. I speak to her mind to receive your thoughts of peace and hope right now, in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[ArmouredSaint]

tough to go on with people that leave too soon.been there.depressed just isn't the right word.is it more "lost" or possibly removed? I hope for you to make it through.I don't know why I choose to use the depression forum,I probably just depressed you more.

 

[Latino]

hi there, i also get depressed big time, and have had a lot of trouble sleeping because of it... i know how terrible it feels ...
but dont worry, God loves you and will help you overcome this
I shall be praying for you
God bless

 

[BLESSED_KiSSY]

i'm sorry sweetie. i've also lost friends to suicide. i'll be praying for you, cuz i know how you feel. if you ever wanna talk, feel free to PM me, okay?


God bless,
Anna

 

[Nan1]

Dear Lord, I come to your throne of grace on behalf of PureGrace. You said we could come boldly, and ask for help in time of need. By faith, I receive for her your mercy and help to deliver her from the plans of the enemy. Lord, in the authority of the Name of Jesus, I break off of her mind this spirit of heaviness, this veil of darkness. I command her release to your rule and reign in her life right now. I speak to her mind to receive your thoughts of peace and hope right now, in Jesus Name. Amen.

Lord I pray in agreement with ChurchLady. Your word says when two or more come together that whatever is bound in heaven is bound on earth. So, Lord IN THE NAME OF JESUS I command the stronghold of depression to break off Kate. I ask for the Holy Spirit to come and bathe her in peace and protection. May she continue to seek and lean upon you, Lord. May you continue to strenthen and hear her cry in her time of need. Lord, I love Kate so much and pray for her well being. My love for her is miniscule in comparison to the love and mercy you show her daily. Thank you Lord for your wisdom and direction. In Jesus' name these things we pray...AMEN.

 

[bethdinsmore]

I am so sorry for your pain, friend. I felt it too - my very best friend I ever had committed suicide. I finally got past the pain, and now I can remember good things about her and smile.

This all is probably nothing new to you, but those suicides had to cause you a lot of stress. Post traumatic stress disorder can cause chemical depression. That is a physical illness - I recommend you soon go to your doctor to get his opinion and help if needed.

Also, I'm not sure what you mean by "disappearing", but if you're having suicidal thoughts, please see someone in the health field immediately - like today - preferably a Christian.

I'm praying for you, friend. There is life after depression, and with God it can be great. I know from my own experience. Please pm me if you want to know more, or read my website listed on my profile page.

"My misery became my ministry, and my mess became my message."

Aloha in Jesus

 

[GodDreamer]

Hun, i'm so sorry that you're going through all of this. if you ever need to talk or anything i'm here for you and i love you lots. you're in my prayers...again, if you ever need to talk, just pm me.
love
Alisha