Been dealing with a lot of emotional issues the past week or so and depression. Also some self harming thoughts although I haven't self harmed in 7 months...so that is good for me. Anyways today I got really overwhelmed at work, like 100 things are coming at me at once, and like nothing is working or operating "the way it should", like there are too many problems and they are so overwhelming and all encompassining they could never possibly be fixed (I know all this is my bipolar acting up but just wanted to say how it feels). Anyways with too many problems and no way out I just bailed and went home. I took some work with me. But now I home trying to explain to my husband about my "stomache ache" which he is totally not believing. So I guess what I am saying is today at work I got so overwhelmed I had to go home. 
. You're in my prayers Hun and I hope things get better soon.