- Apr 25, 2009
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I've been thinking about writing it, that's how I've shared it with people before. I haven't really said it out loud much. I want to tell her...I'm just not sure when or how yet. I guess I just need to be patient.I've really been having a hard time with flashbacks...to the point where they physically make me sick. I really wanted my doctor to know about the abuse because I really think I should have an exam done just to make sure things are okay...I haven't been checked since it happened but I think that my abuser tore something when she abused me. I would feel better if I had it checked out, but that is going to be a hard step for me because the doctor would have to touch me and I don't know if I can handle that...I remember the feeling...
I feel awful right now. I'm beginning to get a cold and I'm very weepy today...might be a result of the depression meds. I just want to feel better
I feel awful right now. I'm beginning to get a cold and I'm very weepy today...might be a result of the depression meds. I just want to feel better
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