I watched something on u tube and I can't stop the overwhelming and repetative thoughts about tribulation and the mark of the beast.
I hope I die before any of this occurs. This feels like the ultimate nightmare.
If I can be sure that when Jesus is here for his second coming only then I think I can endure being beheaded, I dont know. I am a coward, heck, I feel afraid of normal people let alone end times. If I refuse the mark of the beast on right hand or forhead. I will die from hunger, and If I stand for my faith I will be beheaded. All this wears heavy on me. I also read one of the sins that take you to hell is cowardice. All this end times drama sounds like hollywood war, but apparently it is armageddon, something like that. Give me a sedative and then I can be killed for my faith. I am very depressed.
I dont know where to look.
I hope I die before any of this occurs. This feels like the ultimate nightmare.
If I can be sure that when Jesus is here for his second coming only then I think I can endure being beheaded, I dont know. I am a coward, heck, I feel afraid of normal people let alone end times. If I refuse the mark of the beast on right hand or forhead. I will die from hunger, and If I stand for my faith I will be beheaded. All this wears heavy on me. I also read one of the sins that take you to hell is cowardice. All this end times drama sounds like hollywood war, but apparently it is armageddon, something like that. Give me a sedative and then I can be killed for my faith. I am very depressed.
I dont know where to look.