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The New Testament:
Once upon a time, God came to earth as a human named Jesus. He taught, performed miracles, died, and rose again and went to heaven. A lot of people saw it happen. God wants you to believe this happened so you can go to heaven, and will punish you for not believing. (oh, btw, God controls who believes and who doesn't, but don't worry with that now!)
I was raised in a Southern Baptist home and taught from a very young age that the Bible was, is, and always will be THE word of God, the sole revelation to this generation. This was the arch-narrative of my existance; my raison detre. The purpose of life was to believe this story, to count on it being true, and to come to love what Jesus had done.
Now I am 27, and for the past 5 or 6 years have been through various levels of unbelief, questioning, pleading with God, and frustration. I cannot recall any cognizable revelation to me, any communication that I could put into words, that is not based on logical inference. Logic and reasoning seem to be the only bases of truth.
God's way of revealing truth, if you read the Bible, is by signs and wonders (miracles). God showed his chosen people first-hand why they should believe in Him, and why they should fear him, from Adam on down. This was first-hand demonstrable action, that third persons, had they been there, could have seen (e.g. the red sea, the star of Bethlehem, and most importantly, the resurrection and ascension of Jesus. The early Church proselytized through signs and wonders. The apostles at Pentecost, Paul in his ministry (Acts 19:11-12) are examples of this direct revelation from God to man.
Today, God is revealed indirectly by men, the direct contact having ended 2,000 years ago, roughly. Arguments from indirect, circumstantial evidence, such as that the intricacy of the human body suggests a God, or the feeling of love suggests a God, are not at convincing as if God miraculously gave a blind person sight. That would be direct evidence. I would probably believe it. The Bible's reply is that even if I saw, I would not believe, just like Pharaoh did when Moses came back to Egypt. Much later, Thomas got a free pass at belief. Why am I not offered that assurance, given that God does not favor persons, according to Paul.
Even if I should believe in past miracles, why should I believe the biblical narrative to be a true historical account when there is very little corroborating evidence of its historicity outside of the Bible? Perhaps a man named Jesus lived and preached, but no outside accounts by the Romans, Greek, Jews or other Sects stand up to the scrutiny reasonably demanded of extraordinary, miraculous claims.
Even if God's method of communication was direct physical demonstration, why did he stop with the Apostles, given that countless others might have believed the Gospel if they had seen some evidence that miracles happen?
It seems more plausible to me that much of the history of Jesus was created after the fact, and that no miracle has ever occurred. Not that any of us atheists are completely overjoyed by the fact, of course. Given the option, we'd all like to exist at least a bit longer than biology allows and have another chance at life to try and live it better. Our desires for reality don't always come true though. To me, it is better to have reasonable expectations, and be delighted by pleasant surprises, an afterlife included.
Regards,
Pru
Once upon a time, God came to earth as a human named Jesus. He taught, performed miracles, died, and rose again and went to heaven. A lot of people saw it happen. God wants you to believe this happened so you can go to heaven, and will punish you for not believing. (oh, btw, God controls who believes and who doesn't, but don't worry with that now!)
I was raised in a Southern Baptist home and taught from a very young age that the Bible was, is, and always will be THE word of God, the sole revelation to this generation. This was the arch-narrative of my existance; my raison detre. The purpose of life was to believe this story, to count on it being true, and to come to love what Jesus had done.
Now I am 27, and for the past 5 or 6 years have been through various levels of unbelief, questioning, pleading with God, and frustration. I cannot recall any cognizable revelation to me, any communication that I could put into words, that is not based on logical inference. Logic and reasoning seem to be the only bases of truth.
God's way of revealing truth, if you read the Bible, is by signs and wonders (miracles). God showed his chosen people first-hand why they should believe in Him, and why they should fear him, from Adam on down. This was first-hand demonstrable action, that third persons, had they been there, could have seen (e.g. the red sea, the star of Bethlehem, and most importantly, the resurrection and ascension of Jesus. The early Church proselytized through signs and wonders. The apostles at Pentecost, Paul in his ministry (Acts 19:11-12) are examples of this direct revelation from God to man.
Today, God is revealed indirectly by men, the direct contact having ended 2,000 years ago, roughly. Arguments from indirect, circumstantial evidence, such as that the intricacy of the human body suggests a God, or the feeling of love suggests a God, are not at convincing as if God miraculously gave a blind person sight. That would be direct evidence. I would probably believe it. The Bible's reply is that even if I saw, I would not believe, just like Pharaoh did when Moses came back to Egypt. Much later, Thomas got a free pass at belief. Why am I not offered that assurance, given that God does not favor persons, according to Paul.
Even if I should believe in past miracles, why should I believe the biblical narrative to be a true historical account when there is very little corroborating evidence of its historicity outside of the Bible? Perhaps a man named Jesus lived and preached, but no outside accounts by the Romans, Greek, Jews or other Sects stand up to the scrutiny reasonably demanded of extraordinary, miraculous claims.
Even if God's method of communication was direct physical demonstration, why did he stop with the Apostles, given that countless others might have believed the Gospel if they had seen some evidence that miracles happen?
It seems more plausible to me that much of the history of Jesus was created after the fact, and that no miracle has ever occurred. Not that any of us atheists are completely overjoyed by the fact, of course. Given the option, we'd all like to exist at least a bit longer than biology allows and have another chance at life to try and live it better. Our desires for reality don't always come true though. To me, it is better to have reasonable expectations, and be delighted by pleasant surprises, an afterlife included.
Regards,
Pru