I currently consider myself a former Christian. When I was 14 I prayed for salvation, accepted Christ and the Holy Spirit and all that, and I was ardently religious for the next 4-5 years. In the year I spent working between high school and college my faith slackened. By the time I was a sophomore in college, it was gone. I did not let it slip away, though, I turned against it. Now I consider myself an agnostic and a humanist, and maybe an existentialist (I've begun studying existentialism on my own, and so far I like it).
So, I've said all that to ask this: if the Christian God truly exists, and Christ really was resurrected and all that is true, am I still technically "saved" because of my prayer for salvation? Even if I never "turn back," so to speak? My prayer was whole hearted and, at the time, I was very much in love with God.
For those who might be wondering why I stopped believing, it probably had something to do with a combination of anger about human suffering, and intellectual doubt.
So, I've said all that to ask this: if the Christian God truly exists, and Christ really was resurrected and all that is true, am I still technically "saved" because of my prayer for salvation? Even if I never "turn back," so to speak? My prayer was whole hearted and, at the time, I was very much in love with God.
For those who might be wondering why I stopped believing, it probably had something to do with a combination of anger about human suffering, and intellectual doubt.