Well here is what I think about "Once Saved Always Saved."
You become a Christian for the first time. You devote youself to God in everyway you possibly can.
And then, at some point along the line, your faith begins to fall apart. You stop going to church, you stop praying, and then, you suddenly start blaming God for everything that happens to you until before you know it, you don't want to have anything to do with God anymore. You turn your back on him. This back turn could go on for years. Why does this happen? Influence. Influence from one's peers, like hanging with the wrong crowd, as well as Satan himself.
Then one day, after turning your back on him for many years, you suddenly realize that he was there afterall. You realize that you were wrong. You fall on your hands and knees, and pray the sinners prayer, asking God to come back into your heart once more, and heal the wounds that you have gotten when you lived your life without him.
Make sense? This is basically what happened to me. My mother stopped taking me to church when I was three or four. I had been baptized and believed, but after not going back to church, I stopped believing. Years passed and I soon started really turning my back on him, telling people that he wasn't real, and that whoever believed in him was wrong to do so.
A little over two years ago was when my mind began to change about that. After attending my first church service in years, my mind shifted, and I realized I was wrong. I prayed the sinners prayer and asked God back into my heart again. I was tired of being lost and alone. I needed God back into my life.
So in conclusion, you
can turn your back on God and lose your salvation. It happened to me as you just read, however, God will never stop looking for you, and when he finds you and you become a Christian again, he will not only forgive you for turning your back on him, but he will rejoice like a father who had just found his lost son after years of looking for him.
This is what I believe, but I strongly believe it.
Hope this helps!
