ocd is taking me over

[Lily76_]

MY OCD is making things hard for me my mental health is bad at the moment came back here a little while ago and am not longer an ambassador or an angel anymore i feel like am a failure
my OCD is making me go from one faith to another
i hear voices that want me to say bad things about Jesus again am a failure because of that
i have a mental health problems that are ruining me life
i cant stop it anymore the OCD is taking over me like a person who has been
possessed by a demon i cant no longer control myself

my name is the devil and i took over lily mind and ocd

 

[ripple the car]

Christ help you, Lily. You are not a failure. You are very brave, and you are struggling right now. I will continue to pray for you, dear. God loves you; please don't forget that.

 

[Tempura]

God won't hold your illness against you. I pray for you to have peace, and also that you would get good treatment for your condition. Please get help sister.

 

[yeshuaslavejeff]

A similar post last week turned out to be her husband posting ..... she said and posted that she changed her password.... maybe he got access again.

 

[Lily76_]

its me i have had an pm about it ...they is safety concerns about if my husband posted again he cant get in without knowing my laptop password i left it open and he posted before

 

[ripple the car]

Our Lady of Perpetual Help, please help Lily!

 

[Lily76_]

what a beautiful icon of the virgin Mary i wish that i could be A good person and go to heaven and meet her
i dont think am a good person

 

[Tempura]

what a beautiful icon of the virgin Mary i wish that i could be A good person and go to heaven and meet her
i dont think am a good person

Christ was good. He came for us, suffered on our behalf. His word counts more than ours when we say "I can't go to heaven, I'm not a good person"!

Also, dear sister, when you see someone who's sick or struggling, you don't think they are bad people. No, you have compassion towards them instead. And how much more does God pity and love them! The same applies to you, not only to other people besides you.

 

[Lily76_]

i want so much to read the bible ...am not allowed to and i feel bad not being able to read it ...my husband will not let me read the Bible ...he wants my pastor to unpack it for me i feel like a child
he cares about me he is my carer but sometimes he dont understand why i want to read the bible

 

[Jonaitis]

What kind of OCD do you suffer from? Do you have what they call "Instrusive Thoughts" where unwanted and disruptive thoughts that you don't want invade your mind?

 

[ripple the car]

i want so much to read the bible ...am not allowed to and i feel bad not being able to read it ...my husband will not let me read the Bible ...he wants my pastor to unpack it for me i feel like a child
he cares about me he is my carer but sometimes he dont understand why i want to read the bible

Do one thing, Lily. Set aside time for prayer, daily. Give yourself quiet time to pray, meditate on the life of Christ, thank God for what you have, ask Our Lady's help to follow Christ, and pray for others. If you can not read the Bible, pray.

 

[ripple the car]

what a beautiful icon of the virgin Mary i wish that i could be A good person and go to heaven and meet her
i dont think am a good person

No one is really all that good. We are all imperfect, fallen, prone to stumble. But God loves us, and wants us in Heaven with Him. Give your heart and soul time, and rest. I would love to meet Mary, too. I hope that someday I will.

 

[whereloveandmercymeet]

God knows your heart, even when your mind is troubling for you. Praying for you.

 

[Mari17]

i want so much to read the bible ...am not allowed to and i feel bad not being able to read it ...my husband will not let me read the Bible ...he wants my pastor to unpack it for me i feel like a child
he cares about me he is my carer but sometimes he dont understand why i want to read the bible

If your husband cares for you, then why is he posting things like this under your name?

 

[Lily76_]

...i cant do this alone

 

[ripple the car]

...i cant do this alone

You're not alone, Lily. Not by a long shot. Christ is with you. And countless angels and Saints, who you can't see. You're not alone, Lil. Hang in there! More prayers going up!

 

[Lily76_]

i feel so bad i want to drink but it will not help ...i am so scared ...what do i do

 

[ripple the car]

i feel so bad i want to drink but it will not help ...i am so scared ...what do i do

Pray. Relax. Untense your muscles. Breathe slowly. Try one "Hail Mary", slowly.

Hail, Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the Fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and at the hour of our deaths, Amen.

 

[Lily76_]

my husband is only like this because of my mental health , he looks after me i cant take care of my self , i dont want to hurt him

 

[ripple the car]

my husband is only like this because of my mental health , he looks after me i cant take care of my self , i dont want to hurt him

I know, Lily. Praying in your heart won't hurt your husband.