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C.F.W. Walther · Apr 11, 2006

That's only happened to me and few million other people

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

except when ya dont. hmm

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

that should make me feel better, but it only makes me feel worse that so many others have delved into the pits of heartache.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

whats the other famous line? oh yeah

maybe its a test. yeah.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

well i fail. i give up. i surrender. get me outta here. white flag. throwing in the towel. i lose.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

i just dont care anymore. for so long i've sought for my wife-to-be. seeking and seeking, but now my eyes are failing in searching. i thought i'd found my home but 'no'.

C.F.W. Walther · Apr 11, 2006

Gee---glad I could make you feel better.......huh?

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

not that it matters.

10-4, over and out. have a nice day.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

in a couple days youll all forget about me.

Protoevangel · Apr 11, 2006

I really identify with the pain you are going through. I was once hurt so badly that I pretty much stopped eating for weeks. I couldn't get more than a couple of mouthfuls before I felt like I was going to puke it all up. I drank myself into a stupor nearly every night. I lost many, many pounds. Eventually, I began eating again, the pain wasn't over, though. Now, though, when I look back on the situation, I have no pain, I do have a feeling of nostalgia, and even some "what if" thoughts, but life continued. All I can say is however bad it hurts, you will learn how to deal with the pain. You will get on with your life. You will love again, as strange as that may sound right now.

God bless, you are in my prayers.

LilLamb219 · Apr 11, 2006

I don't think women really realize how hard men take these sorts of things.

I'm very sorry you're going through such heartache right now. It could possibly be that this is not the woman God has in mind for you...or the timing is just not right. Not that those words are comforting to you right now but someday they will be.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

my depression is unimaginable. i'm usually chronically depressed anyway (gee could you tell??) but yeah. this, this takes the cake. it takes a couple cakes. it took the cake, and ate it too.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

I don't think women really realize how hard men take these sorts of things.

I agree, but only insofar as humans in general do not recognize their fellow neighbor when he is in need and in pain. Women tend to believe their feelings matter more. Men tend to believe men should suppress their feelings. anyway.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

I'm very sorry you're going through such heartache right now. It could possibly be that this is not the woman God has in mind for you...or the timing is just not right. Not that those words are comforting to you right now but someday they will be.

well i hope its just timing. thats the only .......... needle-eye to slip thru. timing. later. maybe later.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

but no one else will do. never.

LilLamb219 · Apr 11, 2006

my depression is unimaginable. i'm usually chronically depressed anyway (gee could you tell??) but yeah. this, this takes the cake. it takes a couple cakes. it took the cake, and ate it too.

A LOT of us have been there as well in that deep pit of no one loves me, no one will ever love me, no one cares, the world is crashing down upon me.

Time will tell a different story though.

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

(not counting Jesus, who i know loves me) no one else has ever yet, or will ever, show me the compassion she has. we're best friends still. but i need her.

LilLamb219 · Apr 11, 2006

Women tend to believe their feelings matter more.

That's not true at all. Women are extremely empathic and realize other's emotional needs are important.

LilLamb219 · Apr 11, 2006

Did she tell you that she does not feel the same for you? Or does she love someone else?

ILoveYeshua · Apr 11, 2006

people hate me because of Jesus' name. people hate because i'm overweight. people hate me because i'm intelligent. people hate me because i act all depressed. people hate me because i'm white. people hate me because i speak the truth. people have always hated me. every turn i took. cf has been one of my lone, sole, points to reach out to. its been the only place that i havent been utterly hated.

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