Not again

[ChristInAction]

When I started high school I developed an eatting disorder along with the cutting I had also been in for 6 months. I wouldnt eat brakefast, lunch or dinner. The only time I ate was just after I came home from school. I always thought if I eat people will judge me & I'm so fat, I dont deserve to eat. I lost so much weight that year. After that year I was able to controlle it. I stoped it. There was a few weeks where I threw up what I ate but nothing seriose & I gained back all the weight I lost but its the start of year 9. I'm strest about my weight & I know that I wont be able to controlle it the moment I walk into that school. I'll start not eatting again. I already started cutting again after 5months.

 

[Soulwings]

Sweetie, is there any way that you can get help? Like - are you in counseling? Have the issues behind the cutting and eating disordered behavior been addressed? The anxiety, the depression, the stress management - that type of thing. If you're not in counseling now, I would highly recommend it before things get a lot worse. It can really help sort out some issues and make life a whole lot easier. Plus, it's nice to have someone in real life to whom you can just talk, and not worry about them judging you.

Weight loss can still be done healthily. Change your diet and exercise habits. If your weight is truly unhealthy, it will decrease with the right food and exercise ratio. If you're not unhealthy, well, you'll just be setting yourself up for a longer, happier, healthier life, if you get good habits ingrained now!

Know that we're here anytime that you need to talk.

 

[Annoula]

is there something in your school that makes you feel bad?

have you talked to anyone about what you are dealing with??

i strongly suggest you talk about it with your parents and a counsellor.

take care honey and don't hurt yourself in any way.
you are a precious young lady.

 

[followyourheart67]

its ok to notice your weight but trust me just coz every single girl in school is worried about being skinny as , the truth is dont . be yourself and have fun being yourself it doesnt matter what people think about your eating, and if u think they are well thats just coz they get sick of there own boring lives so they like to pick on other people. you have only got one life here on earth, so make the most enjoyable you can, u are beautiful no-matter what u look like!!, and if u are still very concerened about them them eat the healthiest foods u know, so that u can u be healthy and have a good reputation X0xox0xo remeber u are b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l!!!

 

[kristen1449]

Hey girly
Know that you do NOT have to live like this. God wants so much more for you. Have you tried yoga, it really helps with body image and is so spiritual. The book Life without Ed is really great to. The way you said it was 'nothing serious' when you tried purging, worries me. It reminds me of how careless I am sometimes with myself, and how I always told myself I wasn't bad enough, or sick enough to get help. Don't fight this alone! You are in my prayers!
Love Kristen