To joey down under.
You wrote this:
Did you find the [Alpha] course helpful?
I do not think that I learned much about Christianity at the Alpha courses I have been to, probably because I was already familiar with the basics of the Christian faith. I did meet some great people. However, I think that some of them were a little frustrated because I did not find God as a result of the courses. To the point where, when I recently met one person who led an Alpha course about 15 years ago, he just noted that I was still in the same situation and walked off.
I think that any christian in your pretty unusual situation would need to be incredibly strong in their faith. They would need to trust that despite never getting sudden insight or experiences like others describe that God still loves them and understands them as the unique individual they are. Psalm 139
You are absolutely right. In that situation you do have to be incredibly strong in your faith. And I was, for as long as I could hold onto my faith despite the doubts that grew steadily with every month that went past with apparently no response from God. I had only my own strength to do it, because I had received nothing from God that I was aware of, and eventually my own strength was not enough and I had to recognise that although I had been a believer, there was a good chance that I was not really a Christian, and so I gave up my faith. Some Christians have suggested that I should have hung on for longer and that God would have responded eventually. Maybe, but I remain convinced that giving up my faith was the correct decision for me at the time.
I understand the message of Psalm 139, but if God fails to respond, it eventually becomes merely wishful thinking.
How long was Moses in your situation? Moses and 40 Long Years
Moses was in the wilderness for 40 years, where according to the link, God was preparing him for being a leader of the Israelites to lead them out of Egypt. I do not see myself as a special person like Moses ... but if I am, then I have only been waiting for 37 years. Another three years before I come to my burning bush.
Being guided by the Holy spirit does not mean feeling guided by the Holy Spirit. What is a christian supposed to grow in? 2 Peter 3:18 , Ephesians 4:10-16. Is there any mention of feelings there?
2 Peter 3:18 says about growing in grace. Ephesians 4:16 says when each part is working properly. There is some work that God would have to do on me before I am ready. This is not about feeling guided by the Holy Spirit. It is about recognising the fruits of the Holy Spirit in your life and unfortunately there were no signs of the Holy Spirit working in me.
Hint: love is more than a feeling..... I know those thoughtless words have wounded you. Can you mentally take a step back and remember that these people feel things unlike yourself?
I am sorry but I do not understand what you are trying to tell me here.
I thought that your feeling (seeming?) separated from God and the resulting depression from that fitted the message of that sermon perfectly. I was inwardly smiling while listening to it, thinking of yours and my situation and how much I wanted you to be helped by it too - all at the same time. But then I do have my feeling side, even though it can be my own worst enemy at times.
There were many good things in that message about depression. Not least the examples of major Bible figures who suffered from depression. Also the call for depression to be recognised by Christians and not ignored, and for depressed Christians not to be criticised.
Depression can rob a person of their faith, or at least make them unable to receive the kind of spiritual experiences that formerly helped to boost their faith. Conversely, real or apparent loss of contact with God can make a person depressed.
Maybe I did not think it all applied to me because my depression has an organic cause. It means that I do not get the symptoms of worthlessness and low self-esteem that are normally classic symptoms of depression. Possibly this is also related to why I do not get a real sense of being a sinner.
In previous times I would have been worrying and trying to find out what God's will was and trying to find everything out whether by information, looking for signs or by feeling God's annointing etc. Exactly what that preacher condemned because christians are supposed to be trusting in God. If christians seek to learn more than God wants us to we really are rebelling against Him.
Can you tell me what points you disagreed with [in the message]?
The speaker distinguished between two types of the will of God, without giving (for me) an adequate rational or Biblical explanation for this. He then built his ideas on what I saw as a shaky foundation.
What he condemned was the idea of Christians trying to find out in advance what God would want them to be doing at some time in the future. But that is very different from a Christian wanting to find out what God wants them to be doing right now.
When I did a course on hearing God a few years ago, it included a list of ways of finding out if something was Gods will or not. The preacher made no mention of the majority of these though he perhaps rightly condemned the way that some Christians use only one or two of these ways instead of being more thorough.
With regard to the possibility of you moving to a mining town in the tropics, I cannot offer you my prayers but I can wish you the best possible outcome. Even in this small country, one mining town is not necessarily like another; they vary enormously.
Right now I am trying to do what the Israelites did to comfort themselves. They remembered what God had done for them and how He always kept His promises. Exodus 15 Psalm 136 It is really hard though.
I am glad that you are able to do that. Being selfish, think what it must be like for a person who has no awareness of anything that God has done for them and who has never experienced Gods promises coming to pass.
You wrote this:
Did you find the [Alpha] course helpful?
I do not think that I learned much about Christianity at the Alpha courses I have been to, probably because I was already familiar with the basics of the Christian faith. I did meet some great people. However, I think that some of them were a little frustrated because I did not find God as a result of the courses. To the point where, when I recently met one person who led an Alpha course about 15 years ago, he just noted that I was still in the same situation and walked off.
I think that any christian in your pretty unusual situation would need to be incredibly strong in their faith. They would need to trust that despite never getting sudden insight or experiences like others describe that God still loves them and understands them as the unique individual they are. Psalm 139
You are absolutely right. In that situation you do have to be incredibly strong in your faith. And I was, for as long as I could hold onto my faith despite the doubts that grew steadily with every month that went past with apparently no response from God. I had only my own strength to do it, because I had received nothing from God that I was aware of, and eventually my own strength was not enough and I had to recognise that although I had been a believer, there was a good chance that I was not really a Christian, and so I gave up my faith. Some Christians have suggested that I should have hung on for longer and that God would have responded eventually. Maybe, but I remain convinced that giving up my faith was the correct decision for me at the time.
I understand the message of Psalm 139, but if God fails to respond, it eventually becomes merely wishful thinking.
How long was Moses in your situation? Moses and 40 Long Years
Moses was in the wilderness for 40 years, where according to the link, God was preparing him for being a leader of the Israelites to lead them out of Egypt. I do not see myself as a special person like Moses ... but if I am, then I have only been waiting for 37 years. Another three years before I come to my burning bush.
Being guided by the Holy spirit does not mean feeling guided by the Holy Spirit. What is a christian supposed to grow in? 2 Peter 3:18 , Ephesians 4:10-16. Is there any mention of feelings there?
2 Peter 3:18 says about growing in grace. Ephesians 4:16 says when each part is working properly. There is some work that God would have to do on me before I am ready. This is not about feeling guided by the Holy Spirit. It is about recognising the fruits of the Holy Spirit in your life and unfortunately there were no signs of the Holy Spirit working in me.
Hint: love is more than a feeling..... I know those thoughtless words have wounded you. Can you mentally take a step back and remember that these people feel things unlike yourself?
I am sorry but I do not understand what you are trying to tell me here.
I thought that your feeling (seeming?) separated from God and the resulting depression from that fitted the message of that sermon perfectly. I was inwardly smiling while listening to it, thinking of yours and my situation and how much I wanted you to be helped by it too - all at the same time. But then I do have my feeling side, even though it can be my own worst enemy at times.
There were many good things in that message about depression. Not least the examples of major Bible figures who suffered from depression. Also the call for depression to be recognised by Christians and not ignored, and for depressed Christians not to be criticised.
Depression can rob a person of their faith, or at least make them unable to receive the kind of spiritual experiences that formerly helped to boost their faith. Conversely, real or apparent loss of contact with God can make a person depressed.
Maybe I did not think it all applied to me because my depression has an organic cause. It means that I do not get the symptoms of worthlessness and low self-esteem that are normally classic symptoms of depression. Possibly this is also related to why I do not get a real sense of being a sinner.
In previous times I would have been worrying and trying to find out what God's will was and trying to find everything out whether by information, looking for signs or by feeling God's annointing etc. Exactly what that preacher condemned because christians are supposed to be trusting in God. If christians seek to learn more than God wants us to we really are rebelling against Him.
Can you tell me what points you disagreed with [in the message]?
The speaker distinguished between two types of the will of God, without giving (for me) an adequate rational or Biblical explanation for this. He then built his ideas on what I saw as a shaky foundation.
What he condemned was the idea of Christians trying to find out in advance what God would want them to be doing at some time in the future. But that is very different from a Christian wanting to find out what God wants them to be doing right now.
When I did a course on hearing God a few years ago, it included a list of ways of finding out if something was Gods will or not. The preacher made no mention of the majority of these though he perhaps rightly condemned the way that some Christians use only one or two of these ways instead of being more thorough.
With regard to the possibility of you moving to a mining town in the tropics, I cannot offer you my prayers but I can wish you the best possible outcome. Even in this small country, one mining town is not necessarily like another; they vary enormously.
Right now I am trying to do what the Israelites did to comfort themselves. They remembered what God had done for them and how He always kept His promises. Exodus 15 Psalm 136 It is really hard though.
I am glad that you are able to do that. Being selfish, think what it must be like for a person who has no awareness of anything that God has done for them and who has never experienced Gods promises coming to pass.
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