I'm feeling quite despairing at the moment of ever finding a life partner or even a fulfilling social life and career. I've registered on a dating site where my messages to men whose profiles I like never get returned. All I ever say is I like the look of their profile or it seems we've some common ground and what about swapping messages on there? It hardly seems stalkerish or too much too soon in my book!
It's reminding me of when I had trouble mixing with people and wondering if I've conquered those problems after all. Then my probation being extended has made me wonder if I've conquered the problems holding down a job I thought I had.
On one hand I want to get back to work away from the flat loneliness of this week off. On the other my anxiety levels have increased to the point where I don't know if I can cope with a return.
It's reminding me of when I had trouble mixing with people and wondering if I've conquered those problems after all. Then my probation being extended has made me wonder if I've conquered the problems holding down a job I thought I had.
On one hand I want to get back to work away from the flat loneliness of this week off. On the other my anxiety levels have increased to the point where I don't know if I can cope with a return.