I posted earlier on somethings but now that I have read some other posting not sure what's going on with me? when this first started I was scared out of my mind. people said I looked on edge all the time . my family and co worker thought I was going crazy I and still do) but I feel like now I don't care like I have no feelings I want to follow christ but I don't know if I can with this feeling of emptiness has anyone ever felt like this and how do I get back to the place of fear or anything ? I feel like I let it go on to long or gone to far that god has turned me over to a reprobate mind I want to serve christ but even as I write this I hear in my mind that I don't and I'm just faking m what can I do ?
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