new here..

[TwilightGirl]

Hi, I'm new here. 23 years old.
I've been abused emotionally for many years, and am now just realizing it. This can't happen anymore. My family doesn't seem to understand, and they are contributing to my feelings of alienation by blaming me for how I feel. It's my fault. I feel awful. They make me feel subhuman.
The worst part is feeling like I have no one to talk to about this. I want to go back to college, get a job, and make friends. well thanks for listening..I needed to get that out..

TwilightGirlxx

 

[fragmentsofbeauty]

hey, its not your fault, don't believe that crap ok? It's hard to feel somehow less than human and I don't know how familes do that but mine did that to me, and the results wern't pretty. you're right this can't happen anymore, do whatever it takes to stop it cuz there is hope for a new and better life of freedom, I know there is and we gotta stick together and fight for it.
We're all here listening, hope you stick around

Always,
Christina

 

[pokeyliz14]

Welcome to CF. I'm glad that you have goals and want to go back to school etc.. And you seem to feel somewhat empowered which is good and allowed. Which I think we sometimes loose that sense of empowerment most people have.. anyway.. I hope you can accomplish what you dream. Hope to see you round.

 

[wakeuplucid]

I am here for you. : ) I can kinda relate.