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[tienkhoanguyen]

I talk about everything. HIV STD homosexual relationship prison mental asylum extraterrestials 42 and still waiting drug use near death talking to the dead hearing a ringing at the door and it was the dear but I didn't answer etc. I'm not surprised yet! Well I lied.

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

Did you know I kept a secret so bad that I thought about dying? No one ever knows me secret! So there. Just hang in there and I'll hang in there. Friends

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

When I was young I fell in love with a hot chick. I still remember the date she broke up with me October 15 1993. I cried for 10 years and never came back to loving anyone again.

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

You hear the term bitter and you don't know what it is until your heart gets broken!!!

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

Anyways I'm bored and I'm listening to ATB!

 

[Ember Jilespie]

hi I don't know where to post this but... I think about killing myself a lot mainly because of the suffering in this world...I'm suffering a lot but i know I need to show grace and not be disgraceful to God...I try to be strong but it's really bad...I understand Jesus has saved us from our sins and I am beyond grateful for that therefore I can show my face to God yet I feel so much suffering...I experienced happiness so I know what it is what it feels like but suffering is greater and some people suffer all their life ,..why....help I can't take it all sometimes....is suicide a sentence to hell

I can relate... keep persevering, you will receive God's good pleasing and perfect will with His plans to prosper you and not harm you, to give you a hope and a future. I ask Christ to grow us both in our endurance, our hope, rejoicing, and peace.

 

[Elsa I]

Hello Skylar,
You wrote : “I’m suffering a lot”…. "I experienced happiness so I know what it feels like but suffering is greater and some people suffer all their lives,…why…help I can’t take it all sometimes…”…”I feel like I am meant to suffer”. ” People don’t listen or understand". ” I’m ashamed of my messy life”.
There are many reasons why someone would say what you have and ultimately you are the only person who truly understands why. You wrote that “people don’t listen or understand” and I hope that I am not coming across like this, I like many of us here can only speak from our life experience. There have been many people who have offered good advice in these posts and all of us have experienced suffering and the emotions you are going through to some degree. This is all part of being human. From your perspective though at the moment you may not believe that.

From what you said, you think of killing yourself because of “the suffering in this world”, I am making a leap of faith to assume that there are no major physical health issues, so if I am wrong my apologies. Suffering has always been with us and you are right, it can be indiscriminate. We can choose as to how we respond as did Jesus and the apostles.
Others will offer the reason for our suffering as an original fall from grace and I know at times this can appear like an inadequate answer especially when it comes to the suffering of young children. I can’t give you a satisfying answer, however just when you think that all is lost there are those that will do something that is least expected to restore your belief in the goodness of others. You too, can be that person. All we here of is the evil in the world, never the good so maybe what you are seeing is a skewed picture of what is around you. There is a lot of good around us, although this doesn’t sell time on cable news.
Why do you believe that you are “meant to suffer”? You speak of your faith in God, hasn’t He already done this! Are you listening to what your mind is telling you about your circumstances / what is happening around you or are you listening to what God has to say about you? Do you believe the word of God if greater and more profound than what you can up with? If so, then listen to that rather than your current thinking. You said yourself that you have felt happiness and yet now you feel so awful, the question is can you trust what is in your mind?
You said that you were ashamed of your messy life. I know for myself that at times of deepest despair I turned to someone who had a lived experience of what it was like to go through what I was experiencing. Their lives were just as messy as mine and perhaps yours.
Talk to someone, keep on talking and hang in there.

 

[Galilee63]

Satan tempts souls to commit suicide through his evil spirits preying on people of whom satan knows are at the time most vulnerable in order to claim their souls dragging them into hell as they are dying.

Therefore, one needs the following to combat satan and his evil spirits.

Jesus explained to His Disciples and His Followers that a house is cleaned and in order.
Then satan comes along and destroys the house messing it up. The house is cleaned and restored. Then satan comes along bringing 7 other evil spirits to mess that house up again, more powerful in his evil works.

Forgive me because i cannot recall which Holy Passage in Gods Holy Word Jesus explained in His Parables. The above are my words in summary not Jesus precise Holy Words.

Satan is working hard with his evil spirits to claim and drag souls to hell.

We all require protection constantly daily through Prayer from our hearts to Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit and to our Heavenly Mother Mary, Mother of God.

It assists more powerfully through and by God, to read God's Holy Word daily asking The Holy Spirit to illuminate our hearts.

It assists most greatly and powerfully by Jesus God and The Holy Spirit to repent sins to Jesus of which cleans our Souls for Jesus God and The Holy Spirit to work through our Hearts and Souls becoming closer to us one in Him.

We require our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary for Her Loving Holy Intercession.

Whether we believe or not.

Mother Mary combats satan and all evil spirits "If" a person is being prayed for to Jesus, The Holy Spirit and to Mother Mary, "if" a person turns to Jesus in complete trust, "If" a person is receiving His Blessed Holy Sacraments weekly, if a person asks for Jesus Loving assistance through repentance of sins to Him from hearts open to Him. Our Lords Blessed Holy Eucharist in Holy Communion and Confession.

We require Consecration of our Hearts to Jesus Sacred Heart daily if possible (and there are many prayers made with The Sign of The Cross) for Consecration of which Jesus delivered to His Saints/Nuns with Mother Mary), and Consecration to our Blessed Virgin Mother's Holy Immaculate Heart daily. Calling upon Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary's Holy Saints in Heaven, Holy Angels in Heaven (ensure you say Holy Angels), to pray for your soul daily with a few Our Fathers and Hail Marys.

Wear The Holy Rosary Beads of Jesus, God's and our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary's daily and sleep with them placing them under your pillow and everywhere you go. Ask Jesus and Mother Mary with The Holy Spirit to Bless them making The Sign of The Cross and praying 3 Our Fathers, 3 Hail Marys and 3 Glory Be's if you cannot ask a Priest to Bless them for you through Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary. Satan cannot stand or be near Jesus on His Cross and satan detests The Holy Rosary and The Holy Rosary beads....because....God our Heavenly Father devised The Most Holy Rosary Himself and Gifted our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary with Her Most Holy Rosary, then Jesus and Mother Mary together appeared to Saint Dominic in 1214 and 1216 and to another Priest admonishing him for not spreading The Holy Rosary far and wide to mankind and not preaching The Holy Rosary to other Catholics Priests and Parishioners to pray as "The Greatest Weapon against Satan" are God's Holy Words Himself and "Man's Last Mean/s of Salvation".

To wear Jesus on His Cross, to wear Mother Mary's Holy Miraculous Medal of which was delivered by Jesus and Mother Mary with The Holy Spirit to Saint Simon Stock for him to design and distribute.

The Holy Scapulas were designed and distributed after Jesus and Mother Mary appeared to their Saints for Soul protection and salvation eternally for mankind.

i urge and implore you to visit a Catholic or Christian Bookshop or order online Jesus and Mother Marys Holy Scapulas and Holy Miraculous Medal and ask a Priest in Jesus and The Holy Spirits Holy Will with Mother Mary to Bless all Holy items urgently or ask Jesus and Mother Mary to Bless them at the time of purchase making The Sign of The Cross to Jesus in complete trust.

If you PM me with your first name i will include you to Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary in Her Most Holy Rosary of which is heard and answered daily by Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary for....every person/soul and every Holy Cause Jesus/God/The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary have me praying for - with all of the Glory Yours my Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit and my love and gratitude to Thee Mother Mary now and for eternity.

The greatest Holy Blessed Gift God has bestowed upon His People, Mankind and few pray The Most Holy Rosary to Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit and to our Blessed Virgin Mother of God...and if only people knew to focus on Jesus Himself, His Sorrows, His Sufferings and His Bitter Passion of which Jesus explains to Saint Bridget, to Saint Marie Marthe Chambon, to St Faustina, to Saint Catherine Ann Emerich, to Saint Therese, to Saint Padre Pio, to so many of His Saints and Martyrs in order for us to open our hearts in trust to Him, for us to be led to say sorry to Jesus daily and weekly, for the cleansing of our souls with Jesus forgiving us and receiving His Mercy now and at the hour of death. The Holy Mysteries within The Most Holy Rosary are Gods Holy Word!!

 

[Galilee63]

If you are anti Catholic and Catholics and to receive our Lords Blessed Holy Sacraments within His Catholic Church then i urge you to pray to Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit His Holy Wound Chaplet of which does not contain The Creed.

Jesus delivered His Holy Wound Chaplet to Saint Marie Marthe Chambon one of His many hundreds of Nuns/Saints in the early 1900s. Jesus explained to immerse our hearts and souls in His Sacred Holy Wounds with our ailments for Him to heal us and to implore and ask God our Heavenly Father with The Holy Spirit and through Mother Mary for God to assist us and for the causes we pray, through Jesus Bitter Passion, in Virtue of Jesus Bitter Passion and in Virtue of Jesus Sorrows, Agonies, Torments, Sufferings, Sacred Holy Wounds and Precious Holy Blood.

Saint Marie Chambon
Saint Catherine Ann Emmerich
Saint Bridget

These Holy Blessed Saints recorded what Jesus said to them on so many occasions through their Chapels, Convents, Churches and Rooms along with many other Nuns/Saints delivering His Holy Prayers from Himself and God our Heavenly Father for soul salvation and to pray for all the Holy Souls in Purgatory, for souls on their way to eternal damnation, for the sick and dying souls, for the afflicted souls (Jesus requests this of me daily most greatly), for souls committing vile and atrocious acts, many of His Holy Requests made to Saint Faustina and to His Saints/Nuns through our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary with Him/Jesus.

 

[Galilee63]

Forget the earthly things and keep your life simple, basic clean and tidy - substitute the earthly things - asking Mother Mary to change your heart, life, situation/environment, to heal your heart and mind, to remove satan and his evil spirits, to remove all clutter from your life and environment, to break any addictions, to remove everything blocking you from receiving our Lord Jesus into your heart and in Holy Communion with your heart.

Through The Most Holy Rosary from God to our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary.

and if you focus on Jesus Himself, His Bitter Passion, His Sufferings, His Sorrows, then Jesus and The Holy Spirit with Mother Mary Herself bestowing Her Graces from Jesus God and The Holy Spirit is able to change "everything". Trust in Jesus and Mother Mary and your heart soul mind body and life will be changed rapidly - so rapidly - through Her Most Holy Rosary - through Jesus Holy Wound Chaplet - through Jesus Divine Mercy Chaplet and Novena.

Ensure the television and all music is switched off and there are no interruptions or disturbances during prayer to God our Heavenly Father always through Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary.

 

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[Galilee63]

satan tempts people of whom at the time are vulnerable with the taking of God's Holy Loving Gift of Life He has bestowed upon our souls now and eternally.

To combat satan and the depression satan causes we need to be wearing Jesus on His Holy Cross (more greatly for Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit, Mother Mary and our Guardian Angels to intercede during satans attacks and we need to be wearing our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary's Holy Miraculous Medal of which satan cannot stand both.

We need to sleep with The Holy Rosary Beads if at all possible under pillows for your Guardian Angels of God's to intercede with Prayer to Jesus, The Holy Spirit, Mother Mary and asking for God's Holy Saints and Holy Angels praying for you and protecting you at all times after making The Sign of The Cross, after asking for our Blessed Virgin Mother's Holy Intercession daily. Consecrate your Heart to Jesus' Sacred Heart daily and Consecrate your Heart to our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary's Holy Immaculate Heart daily with 3 Our Fathers, 3 Hail Marys and 3 Glory Be's.

Go to Christian Counselling sessions weekly.

Go to Holy Mass before Jesus in His Blessed Sacrament and before His Cross on the Altar and ask a Priest to see you weekly and to pray for you offering up Holy Masses for you. Jesus and Mother Mary mentioned all of these things to His Saints/Nuns each Century of which reflect His Holy Word. Pray daily more continually and trust in our Lord Jesus while asking for His healing with Mother Mary's Holy Intercession.

Jesus Holy Wound Chaplet does not have the Creed if you are not Catholic and wish to immerse your heart and soul in His Sacred Wounds mornings lunch and tea times in trust. Jesus God and The Holy Spirit hear and answer His Holy Wound Chaplet every time for all prayers in His Holy Will

 

[Galilee63]

Jesus mentions Eternal Damnation through Saint Faustina imploring Saint Faustina and mankind to pray for all souls on their way to eternal damnation in order for them to be saved through our prayers to Jesus while beseeching God The Most High through Jesus' Sacred Wounds and Bitter Passion.

Jesus heals us all quickly and if we request all evil to be expelled from our presence, thoughts minds body heart and souls in trust through His Sacred Wounds bitter Passion and Precious Holy Blood one should feel and know in Jesus Holy Will the Healing taking place.

 

[Zurückschlagen]

hi I don't know where to post this but... I think about killing myself a lot mainly because of the suffering in this world...I'm suffering a lot but i know I need to show grace and not be disgraceful to God...I try to be strong but it's really bad...I understand Jesus has saved us from our sins and I am beyond grateful for that therefore I can show my face to God yet I feel so much suffering...I experienced happiness so I know what it is what it feels like but suffering is greater and some people suffer all their life ,..why....help I can't take it all sometimes....is suicide a sentence to hell

Brother @Skylar222

Believe me or not, I'm in the same situation.
My mother left me to die, my father left me when I was 3.
My aunt thinks I'm gonna steal her house and left me.
I have no money at the moment, living alone, paying rent, and all the bills with the last of my cash, no friends, not even one, my car broke down the other day (leaking shock absorber and power fliud), freezingly cold weather, slashed cut hands from the cold, -25 degrees by Celsius outside, and today my Boiler died on me, so no more hot water for me, until someones comes to fix it, and you can't even imagine what's like to work in an environment that's freezing cold. I'm not Finnisch, you know. Finns are insane, they eat snow for breakfast, eat Nokias for lunch, and eat more snow for dinner. -25 for them is like "Ah, summer came earlier this year. Let's go for a swim".

But I'll be here for you. Let's keep strong and not kill ourselves yet. We could at least help other people if our lives are already ruined, right? Why not make something useful from our time left?

Beste Grüße,
Vincent

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

Hello Skylar,
You wrote : “I’m suffering a lot”…. "I experienced happiness so I know what it feels like but suffering is greater and some people suffer all their lives,…why…help I can’t take it all sometimes…”…”I feel like I am meant to suffer”. ” People don’t listen or understand". ” I’m ashamed of my messy life”.
There are many reasons why someone would say what you have and ultimately you are the only person who truly understands why. You wrote that “people don’t listen or understand” and I hope that I am not coming across like this, I like many of us here can only speak from our life experience. There have been many people who have offered good advice in these posts and all of us have experienced suffering and the emotions you are going through to some degree. This is all part of being human. From your perspective though at the moment you may not believe that.

From what you said, you think of killing yourself because of “the suffering in this world”, I am making a leap of faith to assume that there are no major physical health issues, so if I am wrong my apologies. Suffering has always been with us and you are right, it can be indiscriminate. We can choose as to how we respond as did Jesus and the apostles.
Others will offer the reason for our suffering as an original fall from grace and I know at times this can appear like an inadequate answer especially when it comes to the suffering of young children. I can’t give you a satisfying answer, however just when you think that all is lost there are those that will do something that is least expected to restore your belief in the goodness of others. You too, can be that person. All we here of is the evil in the world, never the good so maybe what you are seeing is a skewed picture of what is around you. There is a lot of good around us, although this doesn’t sell time on cable news.
Why do you believe that you are “meant to suffer”? You speak of your faith in God, hasn’t He already done this! Are you listening to what your mind is telling you about your circumstances / what is happening around you or are you listening to what God has to say about you? Do you believe the word of God if greater and more profound than what you can up with? If so, then listen to that rather than your current thinking. You said yourself that you have felt happiness and yet now you feel so awful, the question is can you trust what is in your mind?
You said that you were ashamed of your messy life. I know for myself that at times of deepest despair I turned to someone who had a lived experience of what it was like to go through what I was experiencing. Their lives were just as messy as mine and perhaps yours.
Talk to someone, keep on talking and hang in there.

I got some good news to share so maybe this will help you. The person I told you I stayed alive for I got to meet up again! We talked for a while and at the end she hugged me. She told me that we agree to be friends forever

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

Satan tempts souls to commit suicide through his evil spirits preying on people of whom satan knows are at the time most vulnerable in order to claim their souls dragging them into hell as they are dying.

Therefore, one needs the following to combat satan and his evil spirits.

Jesus explained to His Disciples and His Followers that a house is cleaned and in order.
Then satan comes along and destroys the house messing it up. The house is cleaned and restored. Then satan comes along bringing 7 other evil spirits to mess that house up again, more powerful in his evil works.

Forgive me because i cannot recall which Holy Passage in Gods Holy Word Jesus explained in His Parables. The above are my words in summary not Jesus precise Holy Words.

Satan is working hard with his evil spirits to claim and drag souls to hell.

We all require protection constantly daily through Prayer from our hearts to Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit and to our Heavenly Mother Mary, Mother of God.

It assists more powerfully through and by God, to read God's Holy Word daily asking The Holy Spirit to illuminate our hearts.

It assists most greatly and powerfully by Jesus God and The Holy Spirit to repent sins to Jesus of which cleans our Souls for Jesus God and The Holy Spirit to work through our Hearts and Souls becoming closer to us one in Him.

We require our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary for Her Loving Holy Intercession.

Whether we believe or not.

Mother Mary combats satan and all evil spirits "If" a person is being prayed for to Jesus, The Holy Spirit and to Mother Mary, "if" a person turns to Jesus in complete trust, "If" a person is receiving His Blessed Holy Sacraments weekly, if a person asks for Jesus Loving assistance through repentance of sins to Him from hearts open to Him. Our Lords Blessed Holy Eucharist in Holy Communion and Confession.

We require Consecration of our Hearts to Jesus Sacred Heart daily if possible (and there are many prayers made with The Sign of The Cross) for Consecration of which Jesus delivered to His Saints/Nuns with Mother Mary), and Consecration to our Blessed Virgin Mother's Holy Immaculate Heart daily. Calling upon Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary's Holy Saints in Heaven, Holy Angels in Heaven (ensure you say Holy Angels), to pray for your soul daily with a few Our Fathers and Hail Marys.

Wear The Holy Rosary Beads of Jesus, God's and our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary's daily and sleep with them placing them under your pillow and everywhere you go. Ask Jesus and Mother Mary with The Holy Spirit to Bless them making The Sign of The Cross and praying 3 Our Fathers, 3 Hail Marys and 3 Glory Be's if you cannot ask a Priest to Bless them for you through Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary. Satan cannot stand or be near Jesus on His Cross and satan detests The Holy Rosary and The Holy Rosary beads....because....God our Heavenly Father devised The Most Holy Rosary Himself and Gifted our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary with Her Most Holy Rosary, then Jesus and Mother Mary together appeared to Saint Dominic in 1214 and 1216 and to another Priest admonishing him for not spreading The Holy Rosary far and wide to mankind and not preaching The Holy Rosary to other Catholics Priests and Parishioners to pray as "The Greatest Weapon against Satan" are God's Holy Words Himself and "Man's Last Mean/s of Salvation".

To wear Jesus on His Cross, to wear Mother Mary's Holy Miraculous Medal of which was delivered by Jesus and Mother Mary with The Holy Spirit to Saint Simon Stock for him to design and distribute.

The Holy Scapulas were designed and distributed after Jesus and Mother Mary appeared to their Saints for Soul protection and salvation eternally for mankind.

i urge and implore you to visit a Catholic or Christian Bookshop or order online Jesus and Mother Marys Holy Scapulas and Holy Miraculous Medal and ask a Priest in Jesus and The Holy Spirits Holy Will with Mother Mary to Bless all Holy items urgently or ask Jesus and Mother Mary to Bless them at the time of purchase making The Sign of The Cross to Jesus in complete trust.

If you PM me with your first name i will include you to Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary in Her Most Holy Rosary of which is heard and answered daily by Jesus The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary for....every person/soul and every Holy Cause Jesus/God/The Holy Spirit and Mother Mary have me praying for - with all of the Glory Yours my Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit and my love and gratitude to Thee Mother Mary now and for eternity.

The greatest Holy Blessed Gift God has bestowed upon His People, Mankind and few pray The Most Holy Rosary to Jesus, God, The Holy Spirit and to our Blessed Virgin Mother of God...and if only people knew to focus on Jesus Himself, His Sorrows, His Sufferings and His Bitter Passion of which Jesus explains to Saint Bridget, to Saint Marie Marthe Chambon, to St Faustina, to Saint Catherine Ann Emerich, to Saint Therese, to Saint Padre Pio, to so many of His Saints and Martyrs in order for us to open our hearts in trust to Him, for us to be led to say sorry to Jesus daily and weekly, for the cleansing of our souls with Jesus forgiving us and receiving His Mercy now and at the hour of death. The Holy Mysteries within The Most Holy Rosary are Gods Holy Word!!

Don't trust anyone! I trusted someone once and it failed. God knows your prayers. When I was a little kid I cried to God and God answered me. It took 10 years before God got around to me however at the time of the prayer being answered God reminded me the time when I was just a kid praying it!!!

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

If you are anti Catholic and Catholics and to receive our Lords Blessed Holy Sacraments within His Catholic Church then i urge you to pray to Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit His Holy Wound Chaplet of which does not contain The Creed.

Jesus delivered His Holy Wound Chaplet to Saint Marie Marthe Chambon one of His many hundreds of Nuns/Saints in the early 1900s. Jesus explained to immerse our hearts and souls in His Sacred Holy Wounds with our ailments for Him to heal us and to implore and ask God our Heavenly Father with The Holy Spirit and through Mother Mary for God to assist us and for the causes we pray, through Jesus Bitter Passion, in Virtue of Jesus Bitter Passion and in Virtue of Jesus Sorrows, Agonies, Torments, Sufferings, Sacred Holy Wounds and Precious Holy Blood.

Saint Marie Chambon
Saint Catherine Ann Emmerich
Saint Bridget

These Holy Blessed Saints recorded what Jesus said to them on so many occasions through their Chapels, Convents, Churches and Rooms along with many other Nuns/Saints delivering His Holy Prayers from Himself and God our Heavenly Father for soul salvation and to pray for all the Holy Souls in Purgatory, for souls on their way to eternal damnation, for the sick and dying souls, for the afflicted souls (Jesus requests this of me daily most greatly), for souls committing vile and atrocious acts, many of His Holy Requests made to Saint Faustina and to His Saints/Nuns through our Blessed Virgin Mother Mary with Him/Jesus.

"Not everyone who says Jesus this and Jesus that is with God." - The Holy Bible

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

If anyone has been raped or not there I highly suggest because I am in the same situation once that you dress normal. Do not suggest anything to allure a man to you. Dress down and cover up so the guy is not attracted. There is plenty of time for that if you know that boy is the one you want in your life.

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

I did something wrong once. I touched an underage kid and now I am getting evil back to me. So don't trust anyone. It doesn't matter the reason. Wrong is wrong!

 

[tienkhoanguyen]

I DON'T KNOW ALL THE ANSWER! HOWEVER I PRAY AT LEAST 10 MINUTES A DAY IN SILENCE. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I PRAY OUT LOUD. I ONCE DOUBTED THE POWER OF PRAYERS BUT NOT ANYMORE. THE REASON WE CAN ONLY DO A FEW THINGS ON OUR OWN THAT TURNS OUT BAD ANYWAYS IS THE WORLD HAS INFINITE VARIABLES. WE ARE PEOPLE WHILE GOD IS ALL KNOWING.