Hi all,
I these past days have been in a hard situation,I’ve been excessive worrying and paranoid regarding apostasy.And tonight I experienced a thought that was similar to that of constant perfection seeking to please Christ or etc.I can’t figure why I focus too much on Gods holiness and not his Grace.Can anyone provide much needed Grace support?
Beloved one, you asked,”Can anyone provide much needed Grace support?”
Let us consider your severe situation where you have excessive worrying and paranoid regarding apostasy.
What is worry ?
Worry as a noun:
a state of anxiety and uncertainty over actual or potential problems.
Worry as a verb:
give way to anxiety or unease; allow one's mind to dwell on difficulty or troubles.
Since you said you have excessive worrying, that worry is a noun.
So your worry comes from uncertainty what you believe, that result you to be anxious or unease in your mind.
We can say that if you become certain what you believe in your mind, you no longer have any worry.
If you keep worrying or you worry, that worry is a verb. You worry because you allow in your mind, that uncertainty to dwell.
So if you no longer allow that uncertainty to dwell in your mind, you no longer worry.
Therefore, consider what the Lord Jesus said:
“Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.””
John 8:31-32 NKJV
If you believe Jesus Christ, you have certainty what you believe; you no longer have any unease ness in your mind, for you no longer have any worry.
If you abide in Jesus’ word, that His word dwell in your mind; you allow His word in your mind, the certainty of His word make you no longer worry.
Beloved one, let not have excessive worrying, but have Jesus’ word and believe.
Beloved one, don’t worry, but allow His word to dwell in your mind.
Selah