Need some support,guidance

[brinny]

i got what you were sharing from your heart...and it was about "light", "warmth" and hope in the midst of darkness?

 

[raderack]

i intend of put it to sell,so i can get at least mom medicine..
but i doubt someone will buy that bad poetry,but i need to try
updated,can someone proof read..please
The Search for the Light

 

[brinny]

In "When The Light Appears" you are saying that in the darkness God was there and He extended His hand to you? And is He the Source of the Light? Also it looks like you're saying that "seeing" is not always with the eyes, but through the heart, and that seeing through the heart is "faith"?

Where are you going to sell it Miguel?

 

[raderack]

In "When The Light Appears" you are saying that in the darkness God was there and He extended His hand to you? And is He the Source of the Light?

Where are you going to sell it Miguel?

yes you got that right
the scribd have an option for it,i guess i can test it
those poems in that moment are the deepest part of myself
the last poem added at my mom side..made a reference to this place
is my humble gift to you guys
The Search for the Light
updated

 

[brinny]

Miguel, it sounds like you are saying that God's Light, His "hope" shines in the darkest of places, and that there is hope even if all seems very dark?

Are you saying that God has been with you all this time, even if He was not always seen?

 

[raderack]

Miguel, it sounds like you are saying that God's Light, His "hope" shines in dark places, and that there is hope even if all seems very dark?

Are you saying that God has been with you all this time, even if He was not always seen?

yes,because i cant be on cults or assembles,and being alone,my perception of it might be different,but i was on the edge so many times,and in that time..something happen,a good feeling appear.
when you see nothing,and your chest hurts so much,feeling that good feeling so suddenly and then something happens,that brings you out.

Due to all that i have passed since august of last year,the fact that im here by itself is a work of god

But i must say brinny, im afraid,a lot,only when you start feeling necessity and you see that you can lost your most beloved person due to a pathetic greed.

With that pain that isnt going down,being here ,able to type that is already something that i dont understand

 

[brinny]

Awwwwww...perhaps God is MINISTERING to you through your writings Miguel. It must be told, your story. Your heart and soul are seeking to be heard. And they will.

 

[anjelica]

Miguel, I understand ALL that you are saying. Especially about the light. And also I understand about the writing. Same thing for me too

 

[brinny]

Awww amen, Anjelica. Yes, it is always a good thing to find ways to express what is deep inside...it's like a journey of healing, isn't it? (((hug)))

 

[anjelica]

I think that when everything is so bad, we find truths deep within us that we could not know any other way than through what we have suffered or are suffering. ((((((hug)))))

It is only when everything is taken away from us that we truly find God.

 

[brinny]

Amen and how profoundly true that is Anjelica. To rise from that seeming destruction is a miracle and the pure grace of God manifested in a visible, concrete way through the survivor's testimony.

 

[raderack]

updated again
The Search for the Light

 

[raderack]

added more
The Search for the Light

 

[brinny]

The last line in "When the shadows attack" is powerful Miguel. Are you saying that the small miracles are like Light and that Light overcomes the darkness (the shadows)?

 

[raderack]

I have,and im under that for sometime
the tiny small miracle of see the grass move by the act of god of nature.
that small hapiness of see the sun appear
that is what bring something else to me
and little by litte,you notice something is there
and that something of you have changed

 

[brinny]

I saw a dove the other day Miguel. At first she was in a tree branch and then she flew over, alighting on my window sill where i was. She visited a couple of times that day. I knew that God sent her to remind me of something. I realized what it was when i saw what was hanging in my window....a stained glass sun catcher. The sun catcher has this written on it..."Peace".

Yes, God blesses us and reminds us through various ways, through nature, his creatures, and through each other.

May prayer is that He brings peace to you and your mom and your household that nothing can remove or take away. (((hug)))

 

[raderack]

I dont have a priest of a chapel near to me
What i known,is what i feel it
When you have no ones to give you a hand or to share the word of god with you
I learned to see it in the day,day by day
Even with pain,even in despair..there is always a small event,a small miracle..that gives me a warm feeling,and keep me going

 

[anjelica]

Miguel, that is the best way to know it and feel it Without a church and without a priest. That has been my experience too

 

[brinny]

Awwwww yes there is Miguel. God will meet you where you are at and bless your heart in many ways, as you said, moment by moment and day by day to keep you going from one moment to the next. (((hug)))

 

[raderack]

the pain is going to make have some second of it all get black,my body start to fall,then i got back..like some light buble with some parts black
weird
scribd is back..
and i updated it for now
i put in a price of 5,99 if someone found it usefull
maybe i configured it wrong,who knowns