I been having a rough couple of days. It feels as though my life has taken a complete downfall. I see it faling apart and no matter what I did I can not get a grasp on it and pull it back together. I have financial problems with college no have to go home. HAving to withdraw from school and feeling as though I let myself down. Then on top of that my best friend and I got into a huge fight and argued and she is not speaking to me at this point in time and I have to leave on saturday and go back to Pennsylvania without seeing her. Everything just seems to be falling apart. I owe the school alot of money still and I have to pay them and it will go against my credit since I do not have that kind of money. At the same time I could not even have a life and enjoy myself because I had all that stress put on me. Then I just have a fear of losing my best friend and we not working this out and she was like family to me I have known her for four years. It just hurts right now and I would love some people prayers I am at a point wheere I dont know what else to do.

