Like the title says im in some need of some serious help. This is long, but any help appreciated:
Background
For most of my life I've been a strong christian, in terms of pray and faith in God. Yes I make mistakes, slip ups and that sort of thing but I don't change my views on God, and his glory.
Yet despite this I feel as if I'm under some sort of demonic oppression, that is widely out of my control. Here are the facts:
1: Back when I was 10, I use to see shadow figures walking around our home when my parents weren't around. I would run into my grandparents room. This I feel could be dubbed as "your seeing things"
2: I'm 16, I come home and my mom is freaking out saying someone called for my sister outside. I was outside. No one was there.
3: One day I just collapsed and prayed to God asking him to remove whatever is in this house. I feel as if the whole house is shaking. For the next few months things are going relatively good. I feel strong.
4: I once saw my brother crying because he said he saw "something" in the bathroom. It was looking back at him in the mirror. The look on his face was horrible.
5: I turn 18, and 3 days before graduation I leave our home with no more than $80. I was scared, but I felt this was something God was telling me to do. It was a conviction so strong, I couldn't shake it off.
I leave and within 3 months I found a job, get an apartment, get a car, and start working on going to college.
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When living at that house I ended up not wanting to go to sleep. I frequently had night terrors, saw things moving in the shadows. etc
The scariest night was when I saw four hooded figures hovering over my bed, each position at the four corners . They were exceptionally tall. Dressed in all black, and lifeless just looking down at me
There have been times when I'd get up and run into another room to sleep because of a "night terror", and than instantly as I lay down I cannot move.
Both me and my brother and sister went through child abuse, but upon returning to that house(visiting) my brother told me he's able to see glimpses of the future, and that he's seeing ghosts. He's also hearing voices telling him to kill people, kill himself, and other stuff. He was just going into the 8th grade at that time.
I didn't know what else to tell him, but to not listen to those voices, and that its just something trying to mess with you. Since 2011 he hasn't heard any "voices" since.
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I leave to another state, across the country. Life literally feels amazing. I mean, looking at something so simple like grass never looked better. It felt as if a huge dark cloud has been lifted.
We'll very soon, in my apartment I get assign room #66. My manager joked saying if I believed in that sort of stuff. I thought nothing of it.
1: My roommate ended up leaving. Saying how something keep trying to get into her room when I'm not their.
2: Their was a time when I was going to sleep and I heard the words "Hi im terra" followed by laughter and I couldn't move.
3: This is probably the 1st time I had real evidence(not the last) for this sort of stuff:
I had 5 friends over and were all playing video games, watching tv. One of my buddies is messing with his phone at the time. He takes a picture, and behind me up towards the ceiling is a girl. She's looking down at me. He's freaking out and shows it to us. We all freak out and run out the apartment and head to the closet place to get something to eat.
On the way there none of my friends believe the guy, saying he had some how put the picture on his phone. Unfortunately at the time (2010) theirs no photoshop apps for a phone & this guy isn't technically inclined at all.
In either case he took another picture and you see her again but barely against the soda machine.
We all start taking pictures like crazy, and she shows up one last time clear as day. That image I can't ever forget about, because of how insanely visible she was:
She's some sort of half black, half Asian girl probably in her mid 20's. She's wearing some type of gown or dress. She looks as if she's been crying heavily. The look in her face is just death. Her hair is long, almost down to her shoulders.
The pictures were on Facebook, but my pc crashed and my friend took them down per friend's request.
In either case I move out. From then on some extremely strange things have been happening.
Ex: Cold air circulating around me when theirs no ac present or any type of air ventilation.
Night terrors getting stronger. I now feel things touching me.
Dreams are not dreams, anymore its an out of body experience (I had a dream and woke up in my bed within the dream. Basically an out of body experience. And I saw an all black dog growling a low growling while nibbling my arm. My room looked exactly like how it was before I went to sleep.
Another dream, I woke up and turned behind me and looked into the kitchen. I saw just a bunch of people looking at me. They were completely faceless. Just white bodies not doing anything. One had his arm's crossed. )
If I sleep laying on my back 8/10 times I'm going to see something.
I was with some friends and they are reportedly seeing things when their around me like shadow figures, things running quickly out of the corner of their eyes.
Once I had a friend cried because he saw blood coming out of the vents. I turned around and their's nothing there.
Another time we were all talking when everything on the table flew across the room and slammed on the wall hard.
I go visit my mother back home.
She tells me that our family has a strong history of voodoo. That they were high ranking officials within their country known as some type of shaman/priest/wizard whatever you want to call it. In either case, they were at the top.
I was shocked, my brother was shocked. She then tells me a series of stories about this type of stuff that happened to her when she was little. Then she goes on to say something gets passed from one person to the next in our family idk what this "passing" thing means.
She tells me to pray, and don't try to contact anything and stay out of it.
To make matters worse my stepdad is into this heavily .
I stayed with her for 8 months because of how bad he's treating her. And she mentioned to me that he's doing some sort of witchcraft on her.
She claimed after telling my brother good night she closed the lights went to go lay down on her bed. Within seconds some force came and choked her.
She's never stayed there since and only comes to check up on my brother and sister.
Anyways while I was with her in the new home I had some of the craziest nights of my life. It got to the point where my mom called my dad and told him that she knows he's doing something and all he said was "so what"
Now:
At this point I feel utterly out of control with my life. Every time I pray, I ask for help. The following day is worse.
I don't understand why the reason, or what that's suppose to mean.
I personally don't dabble in any sort of magic stuff. I don't even believe in horoscopes.
Friends/co workers/ people that know me have continue to say that I have the worst luck they've ever met.
I workout daily, I eat healthier than anyone I know yet my health is seriously suffering. Doctors don't know the cause or the reason, and their just treating the symptoms at this point.
I can feel my memory is getting weaker, I'm fatigue to the point of it effecting my job, and my sleep cycle is destroyed. I'm only 22.
Financially I'm a mess. Things happen that are beyond my control and I have to rely on debt to survive or else I'm homeless.
( Just today I was pulled over for unreasonable speeding. I was going 46 when the speed limit is 30. There were no cars around,and im not in a school zone.
Apparently my license is suspended and the car that I just bought (3rd one within a six month period) was impounded. The title is in the car.
I also got citied for no insurance, but I don't have any insurance on that vehicle since I had just purchased it. I still have insurance on my old vehicle. )
I still try and think "God is with me" but the haunting continue.
I had left briefly last week and went out of state to visit a friend. My mom called me freaking out asking if im okay, and I told her im fine.
She told me that she received a phone call from an Asian voice saying that im missing and if shes heard from me. Then the phone cut off
The number doesn't show up on my mom's phone for her to call back on. I don't know any Asian girls other than my roommate, and I give my mom's number out to know one...much less anyone's number for that matter.
Recently I tried playing some christian music on my laptop and I felt a strong force within the room. I then decided to google images of Christ, before I get something to drink. When I come back the google images have been taken off and replaced with a web search for Christ.
I believe that their is a demonic force that's currently effecting my life and I need help on getting rid of it fast. Prayer helps thanks, but what can I do to take this thing out???
Background
For most of my life I've been a strong christian, in terms of pray and faith in God. Yes I make mistakes, slip ups and that sort of thing but I don't change my views on God, and his glory.
Yet despite this I feel as if I'm under some sort of demonic oppression, that is widely out of my control. Here are the facts:
1: Back when I was 10, I use to see shadow figures walking around our home when my parents weren't around. I would run into my grandparents room. This I feel could be dubbed as "your seeing things"
2: I'm 16, I come home and my mom is freaking out saying someone called for my sister outside. I was outside. No one was there.
3: One day I just collapsed and prayed to God asking him to remove whatever is in this house. I feel as if the whole house is shaking. For the next few months things are going relatively good. I feel strong.
4: I once saw my brother crying because he said he saw "something" in the bathroom. It was looking back at him in the mirror. The look on his face was horrible.
5: I turn 18, and 3 days before graduation I leave our home with no more than $80. I was scared, but I felt this was something God was telling me to do. It was a conviction so strong, I couldn't shake it off.
I leave and within 3 months I found a job, get an apartment, get a car, and start working on going to college.
-------
When living at that house I ended up not wanting to go to sleep. I frequently had night terrors, saw things moving in the shadows. etc
The scariest night was when I saw four hooded figures hovering over my bed, each position at the four corners . They were exceptionally tall. Dressed in all black, and lifeless just looking down at me
There have been times when I'd get up and run into another room to sleep because of a "night terror", and than instantly as I lay down I cannot move.
Both me and my brother and sister went through child abuse, but upon returning to that house(visiting) my brother told me he's able to see glimpses of the future, and that he's seeing ghosts. He's also hearing voices telling him to kill people, kill himself, and other stuff. He was just going into the 8th grade at that time.
I didn't know what else to tell him, but to not listen to those voices, and that its just something trying to mess with you. Since 2011 he hasn't heard any "voices" since.
-----
I leave to another state, across the country. Life literally feels amazing. I mean, looking at something so simple like grass never looked better. It felt as if a huge dark cloud has been lifted.
We'll very soon, in my apartment I get assign room #66. My manager joked saying if I believed in that sort of stuff. I thought nothing of it.
1: My roommate ended up leaving. Saying how something keep trying to get into her room when I'm not their.
2: Their was a time when I was going to sleep and I heard the words "Hi im terra" followed by laughter and I couldn't move.
3: This is probably the 1st time I had real evidence(not the last) for this sort of stuff:
I had 5 friends over and were all playing video games, watching tv. One of my buddies is messing with his phone at the time. He takes a picture, and behind me up towards the ceiling is a girl. She's looking down at me. He's freaking out and shows it to us. We all freak out and run out the apartment and head to the closet place to get something to eat.
On the way there none of my friends believe the guy, saying he had some how put the picture on his phone. Unfortunately at the time (2010) theirs no photoshop apps for a phone & this guy isn't technically inclined at all.
In either case he took another picture and you see her again but barely against the soda machine.
We all start taking pictures like crazy, and she shows up one last time clear as day. That image I can't ever forget about, because of how insanely visible she was:
She's some sort of half black, half Asian girl probably in her mid 20's. She's wearing some type of gown or dress. She looks as if she's been crying heavily. The look in her face is just death. Her hair is long, almost down to her shoulders.
The pictures were on Facebook, but my pc crashed and my friend took them down per friend's request.
In either case I move out. From then on some extremely strange things have been happening.
Ex: Cold air circulating around me when theirs no ac present or any type of air ventilation.
Night terrors getting stronger. I now feel things touching me.
Dreams are not dreams, anymore its an out of body experience (I had a dream and woke up in my bed within the dream. Basically an out of body experience. And I saw an all black dog growling a low growling while nibbling my arm. My room looked exactly like how it was before I went to sleep.
Another dream, I woke up and turned behind me and looked into the kitchen. I saw just a bunch of people looking at me. They were completely faceless. Just white bodies not doing anything. One had his arm's crossed. )
If I sleep laying on my back 8/10 times I'm going to see something.
I was with some friends and they are reportedly seeing things when their around me like shadow figures, things running quickly out of the corner of their eyes.
Once I had a friend cried because he saw blood coming out of the vents. I turned around and their's nothing there.
Another time we were all talking when everything on the table flew across the room and slammed on the wall hard.
I go visit my mother back home.
She tells me that our family has a strong history of voodoo. That they were high ranking officials within their country known as some type of shaman/priest/wizard whatever you want to call it. In either case, they were at the top.
I was shocked, my brother was shocked. She then tells me a series of stories about this type of stuff that happened to her when she was little. Then she goes on to say something gets passed from one person to the next in our family idk what this "passing" thing means.
She tells me to pray, and don't try to contact anything and stay out of it.
To make matters worse my stepdad is into this heavily .
I stayed with her for 8 months because of how bad he's treating her. And she mentioned to me that he's doing some sort of witchcraft on her.
She claimed after telling my brother good night she closed the lights went to go lay down on her bed. Within seconds some force came and choked her.
She's never stayed there since and only comes to check up on my brother and sister.
Anyways while I was with her in the new home I had some of the craziest nights of my life. It got to the point where my mom called my dad and told him that she knows he's doing something and all he said was "so what"
Now:
At this point I feel utterly out of control with my life. Every time I pray, I ask for help. The following day is worse.
I don't understand why the reason, or what that's suppose to mean.
I personally don't dabble in any sort of magic stuff. I don't even believe in horoscopes.
Friends/co workers/ people that know me have continue to say that I have the worst luck they've ever met.
I workout daily, I eat healthier than anyone I know yet my health is seriously suffering. Doctors don't know the cause or the reason, and their just treating the symptoms at this point.
I can feel my memory is getting weaker, I'm fatigue to the point of it effecting my job, and my sleep cycle is destroyed. I'm only 22.
Financially I'm a mess. Things happen that are beyond my control and I have to rely on debt to survive or else I'm homeless.
( Just today I was pulled over for unreasonable speeding. I was going 46 when the speed limit is 30. There were no cars around,and im not in a school zone.
Apparently my license is suspended and the car that I just bought (3rd one within a six month period) was impounded. The title is in the car.
I also got citied for no insurance, but I don't have any insurance on that vehicle since I had just purchased it. I still have insurance on my old vehicle. )
I still try and think "God is with me" but the haunting continue.
I had left briefly last week and went out of state to visit a friend. My mom called me freaking out asking if im okay, and I told her im fine.
She told me that she received a phone call from an Asian voice saying that im missing and if shes heard from me. Then the phone cut off
The number doesn't show up on my mom's phone for her to call back on. I don't know any Asian girls other than my roommate, and I give my mom's number out to know one...much less anyone's number for that matter.
Recently I tried playing some christian music on my laptop and I felt a strong force within the room. I then decided to google images of Christ, before I get something to drink. When I come back the google images have been taken off and replaced with a web search for Christ.
I believe that their is a demonic force that's currently effecting my life and I need help on getting rid of it fast. Prayer helps thanks, but what can I do to take this thing out???
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