- Jul 10, 2012
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I had some sort of mental breakdown in 2009 similar to delusional disorder. I have a hard time knowing what to believe about reality since that happened. Usually it's o.k. but sometimes it comes back and makes me feel like I want to check out of this life. Part of my delusions involved insects spying on me, and I saw a suspicious insect this morning and that bothered me. It's silly. 
The worst thing is how it interferes with believing Christianity properly.

The worst thing is how it interferes with believing Christianity properly.