Need Advice....

[Moose]

Lately I have been having a lot of trouble...

I have been brought up around Christians and have been into a few churches in my life.... but I have always felt attacked by something when I enter the doors...

I have also been told I have a dark spiritual side to me.

I know I have a dark spiritual side to me.

Since last week I have pushed this to the back of my mind...
But the past week I have let it out...And I am scaring some people....

I can make them think things
I can make them cry
I can make them weak...

Spiritually I can drain people. And make them weak. But I feel stronger. I don't want to do it. But something tells me to and I can't help it.

I say some things to people that I have no idea about. I have strange dreams about satanic churches.
I can also feel a presence around different people.
I am starting to scare myself, as I don't know what to do/ where to turn

I have a good friend that is a Christian and she says she can feel something evil in me.
I can feel it to.
When she prays for me it makes me mad and something drives me to hurt her. I find it hard to control but I manage to....

Can someone please help me out, as I don't know what to do.

 

[amie]

Hi Moose,
I was thinking that you should pm a mod, any mod and ask them to move this to advice forum...
let me ask you this...DO YOU FEEL EVIL? and you say that you feel like hurting your friend who is praying for you, I must tell you if you feel you are very capable of hurting her, then you must go to your doctor and tell him all that you are telling us? for her safety and for your peace of mind, you musr get the appropriate help...have you ever had a psych evaluation? I am sincerely trying to help you. I wil pray for you as you are in great need right now...
Amie

 

[amie]

I see that this has been moved...thats good.
Moose, let me get a history of you if it is ok? How long have you been feeling this way? I do want to help you, I can imagine that this must hinder your life...I am praying for you!

 

[Moose]

The thing is that I actually do feel evil.

Aimee is my GF and we have a great relationship...but she can sense something evil in me. I love her, but whenever she challenges me spiritually I feel like something is attacking me.... And I can make her weak. I made her fall once and I don't know why or how. It wasn't physical at all...
I love her with all my heart but I am thinking I may have to stay away from her until I can control whatever it is that is driving me like this.


Another thing that scares me is that I can speak about things that I have never been told or heard about, but if I talk about it to someone that knows about satanic things they get freaked out...at times I also write in a different language that I have no idea what it is....

I have had an experience with an occult about 1 year ago...that freaked me out...I just want it all to stop as I am freaking myself out.

 

[amie]

Originally posted by Moose

I love her with all my heart but I am thinking I may have to stay away from her until I can control whatever it is that is driving me like this.

I agree with you, you MUST stay away from her if you think about hurting Aimee...that is a given.
Moose, when was the last time you tried to step foot into a church? and when was the last time YOU tried to pray? you need that right now. You need to be surrounded by goodness. I really think you need to make an appointment with your physician and tell him what is going on, I feel strong about that. also, I hope that you are open to people praying for you, that is the best thing that we can do for you right now...

 

[Moose]

About 3 weeks ago...I feel like somthing is attacking me inside...I cannot stand it...

I am not a Christian myself...But I am seeking somthing..

I have tried to pray before and I can't...I go to...but for some reason I can't...

 

[JohnR7]

>>I have had an experience with an occult about 1 year ago...that freaked me out...I just want it all to stop as I am freaking myself out.

You most likely have five or six demons in you that you picked up when you were messing around with the occult. There are people who can cast them out of you, if they are serious about their ministy and have done some fasting. They will flee from the Blood of Jesus. But once you get them out, then you need to get filled with the Holy Spirit of God in order to keep them out. It is really a decision your going to have to make if you want to walk with God and walk in the light or wark in darkness. If you really want to walk with God, He will find a way to set you free and get them out of you. Usually, you go to the elders of the church and have them pray for you.

Of course their objective is to destroy you. So it is your choice if you want life or death, sickness or health, blessings or curse. Demons have some power, but nothing compared to the power of God. I highly recommend the christian life. When you walk with God, your life just keeps getting better and better. As you grow with God, you have more love, joy, peace, happyness, contentment and so forth. But for the deceived, it just goes from bad to worse. For me, I enjoy that my life just keeps getting better and better. Thanks, JohnR7

 

[Moose]

I do want to become a follower of Christ..but everytime I try to I get ripped down by somthing....

 

[newworldcrusader]

Moose do you believe in Jesus? Have you heard about his life? Believe in him pm me I want to help! my heart goes out to you and I pray that you will become healed.

I am Praying We feel your pain and we send out to you our love as well as Gods love which shines down on you. God loves you Ask him to heal you to help you.







only in the name of Jesus may the demonds be cast out!

We love you.
With the love of our father in heven!

 

[JohnR7]

>>I do want to become a follower of Christ..but everytime I try to I get ripped down by somthing....

That is why we need to join together with our brothers and sisters in the Lord. One can put 1000 to flight, but two can overcome 10,000. A three cord rope is not easy to break at all. You need to join together with two or more born again believers and pray it through with them.

Matthew 18:20 For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

That is why Jesus would leave the 99 to go out after the one lost sheep. That one lost sheep is pretty defenseless out there by themselves. Thanks, JohnR7

 

[Moose]

Heya...thanx a lot for the support. I had a talk to Aimee’s dad, he is a very strong a knowledgeable Christian...he helped me through it and prayed for me...and we discussed it for about 2 hours. And I made a commitment

I will need prayer for strength and a growing relationship with god

Thank you all

 

[JohnR7]

Praise God that He is doing a work of love in your life. Our God is indeed a Awesome God. It's so neat to be able to trust it to God, and let Him send His angels to fight the battle for us. Thanks, JohnR7

 

[amie]

Originally posted by Moose
Heya...thanx a lot for the support. I had a talk to Aimee’s dad, he is a very strong a knowledgeable Christian...he helped me through it and prayed for me...and we discussed it for about 2 hours. And I made a commitment

I will need prayer for strength and a growing relationship with god

Thank you all

Moose...I am so happy to hear that! Lots of love and best of luck to you...praying for you from now on...keep us posted!
Amie