Trust me, God loves you and can sustain you far better than any girl. Girls are just human beings; flawed, imperfect, and sinful. If you need peace, love, hope, and strength, God is what you need. I hope you consider seeking counseling for what you're dealing with. Feeling so despondent over a girl is seriously not normal or healthy.
I'm not sure if it is a breakup or something more that has you feeling like this, but for whatever reason, you need to understand that turning to the occult, or anything else, is not going to change the world we live in, it's not going to make you happier, or your life better. We live in a fallen world which means people will always disappoint us, we'll make bad choices, we'll fail, we'll sin. The safest place to be is in the hands of a living, loving, good God, even when He doesn't
feel close. [FONT=Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Being a child of God doesn't mean everything is going to go right for us, b[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]ut one thing you can be certain of is that God sees the bigger picture. He understands the things we don't. We don't need to understand why things happen, we just need to trust that whatever circumstances we find ourselves in, God can bring something good out of it. [/FONT]
[FONT=Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Praying that through the trials you'll allow God to shape your character, trusting that He is busy behind the scenes, ceaselessly and tirelessly working for your good. [/FONT]Praying that you will find freedom from this place of hopelessness and that you'll find peace and comfort even when your circumstances are not want you want.
Come to me - Bethel Loft Sessions WITH LYRICS - YouTube
Here are the lyrics:
I am the Lord your God,
I go before you now.
I stand beside you
I’m all around you
And though you feel I’m far away
I’m closer than your breath
I am with you
More than you know
I am the Lord your peace
No evil will conquer you
Steady now your heart and mind
Come into my rest
And oh, let your faith arise
And lift up your weary head
I am with you
Wherever you go
Come to me, I’m all you need
Come to me, I’m everything
Come to me, I’m all you need
Come to me, I’m your everything
I am your anchor, in the wind and the waves
And I am your steadfast, so don’t be afraid
Though your heart and flesh may fail you
I’m your faithful strength
And I am with you
Wherever you go
Come to me, I’m all you need
Come to me, I’m your everything
Come to me, I’m all you need
Come to me, I’m your everything
Don’t look to the right or to the left, keep your eyes on me
You will not be shaken, you will not be moved
I am the hand to hold, I am the truth, I am the way
Just come to me, come to me
Cause I’m all that you need
