Hello Friends.I have to say this is a first for me.lets see...I'm in a place in my life where i think for me has been the first time that i couldn't change my surroundings to escape choices that i have made.God has always been a part of my life. i was a serious cocaine addict for awile and god saved me from myself.i learned his unfailing love when he made me whole again.i learned to trust him in everything i did. but i eventually stepped out of his umbrella of protection and began living with a man that was not my husband. he was a proclaimed christian but was to involved in his addiction to be a man of god at the same time.he has sinced gone back to his wife(found that out after we had moved in etc.)and was left with a broken heart,a damaged soul and a baby due in four and a half months.this situation has been the first thing in my life that i have no control of but have the most support. and i have to say that of all the messed up things that i have done i feel very honored to have been intrusted by God with this special gift.please pray for me on soul healing and guidance of this endeavor i am about to encounter.
