0205
This pain, I've felt before.
Will it ever go away? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Why won't you hold me?
You've pushed and pushed me away.
Away is where I want to be.
Away from you.
Your anger
Your hurt
Your pain
Your hate
I've never felt so hated as I do right now
By the one I love.
<<Oh, what the heck. I'll put them all in one post>>
Have you ever heard of Karma?
What goes around, comes around?
You treat people like ****
One day you'll be **** upon
I wish I could be there to see it
I wish I could be the one to do it
But that would be revenge
And that would come back to me
0603
I want to fall into an open pit
and fall and fall and fall
I want to give this life back.
I want a new one.
But I lost the receipt.
Can I just exchange it then?
Can I have a better one?
I don't want to die,
I've created lives that cannot live without me.
I hate the way I affect them, though.
Where can I go?
What can I do?
The physical pain only last a moment
The emotional pain will scar me always!
072497
My brain.
Robbed of Understanding
Stolen Knowledge
of yesterday
I tried to kiss
The Man in the Moon.
He closed his eyes
And turned away.
I want to be Fire.
Beautiful and mesmerizing.
To hurt you
So you can't hurt me.
But you are water
Put me out.
Smoking.
Gone.
063095
Life full of meaningless days.
Life in the fast lane.
Life as a rat,
Running in this pitiful rat race.
So many questions,
So many answers.
Face myself.
Look into the mirror,
But never in the eye.
Look past--Far beyond
the now and here.
Look to the place where
you hear what you want.
Look to see the you
you think you are,
But. . .
Never really are.
052095
Sitting next to you,miles apart
Hours away, but in your heart
Held on too tight, had to let go.
So many choices, only one answer
I didn't want to do it,
but I had to.
I didn't have to do it,
but I wanted to.
Face the truth, tell the lies
Someday, somewhere; No one, nowhere
Jumbled thoughts making sense.
Understanding the confusion.
Go away! Don't leave me!
I love you, I hate you
struggling with the struggles
Remember me. . . Forget it.
Okay, that's all I have energy for.
I don't think I could cry any harder,
If I did, I think my heart should burstThis pain, I've felt before.
Will it ever go away? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Why won't you hold me?
You've pushed and pushed me away.
Away is where I want to be.
Away from you.
Your anger
Your hurt
Your pain
Your hate
I've never felt so hated as I do right now
By the one I love.
<<Oh, what the heck. I'll put them all in one post>>
Have you ever heard of Karma?
What goes around, comes around?
You treat people like ****
One day you'll be **** upon
I wish I could be there to see it
I wish I could be the one to do it
But that would be revenge
And that would come back to me
0603
I want to fall into an open pit
and fall and fall and fall
I want to give this life back.
I want a new one.
But I lost the receipt.
Can I just exchange it then?
Can I have a better one?
I don't want to die,
I've created lives that cannot live without me.
I hate the way I affect them, though.
Where can I go?
What can I do?
The physical pain only last a moment
The emotional pain will scar me always!
072497
My brain.
Robbed of Understanding
Stolen Knowledge
of yesterday
I tried to kiss
The Man in the Moon.
He closed his eyes
And turned away.
I want to be Fire.
Beautiful and mesmerizing.
To hurt you
So you can't hurt me.
But you are water
Put me out.
Smoking.
Gone.
063095
Life full of meaningless days.
Life in the fast lane.
Life as a rat,
Running in this pitiful rat race.
So many questions,
So many answers.
Face myself.
Look into the mirror,
But never in the eye.
Look past--Far beyond
the now and here.
Look to the place where
you hear what you want.
Look to see the you
you think you are,
But. . .
Never really are.
052095
Sitting next to you,miles apart
Hours away, but in your heart
Held on too tight, had to let go.
So many choices, only one answer
I didn't want to do it,
but I had to.
I didn't have to do it,
but I wanted to.
Face the truth, tell the lies
Someday, somewhere; No one, nowhere
Jumbled thoughts making sense.
Understanding the confusion.
Go away! Don't leave me!
I love you, I hate you
struggling with the struggles
Remember me. . . Forget it.
Okay, that's all I have energy for.
