My problem

[ScarsOfTears]

I cut myself. Im addicted to it, i went 5 days withouth cutting and lost it today and made a cut. Neither of my parents know that i cut myself, or that i am suicidal.

I dont think my depression will ever go away, its been this way for as long as i can remember, and it doesnt look like its going to change anytime soon.
Anyways, yooperboy wanted me to post here, he thought it might help, i doubt it will, but i guess theres no harm in trying.

Moderator Edit: Personal contact information removed per CF policy. OP is advised to give such information selectively through PM.

 

[jesuschickseven]

If you believe and pray God can heal you of your depression. It is just like any other disease and you can be healed. If you want to talk and vent Pm me I would love to listen to you

 

[Mayflower1]

Dear ScarsofTears, I haven't cut in four days and I hope I won't again. That is how this thing goes though. I go three or four days and then I get weak and cut... it is so tiring and I know how you feel. I must stress to please tell someone about it. I know it is so hard but Christ gave His life for us all... Do you really want to give your life up? Cutting is so frustrating and I am confused lately on many things but if you tell someone, you won't feel so alone and you will get encouragement. You are a unique person with distinct characteristics and I don't know what you think but you are a smart, wonderful, great individual and that is the only way that you should think about yourself. I have to remember that sometime! If you want to pm me feel free, for we seem to have common issues. I am getting through though because I look to God so desperately and that is what we all must do. "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Phillippians 4:13 I will pray for you. Best Wishes. Lily00