My marriage was ordained by God--but I hate it.

[Shulamite7]

To whoever is trying to talk me out of an abortion, I really don't understand, because I never mentioned that, and wouldn't even do it if I were single. If I weren't married, or if my husband supported it, I would love to consider adoption, because it brings blessings to everyone involved. I hope you don't consider the two one in the same, because a woman who gives up her child to give someone else the chance of making a dream come true is a beautiful thing.

I am sorry for mentioning the abortion part. I guess I misinterpreted what you wrote, like the part where you said that you are worried when your child gets to heaven. Why did you say that?
You are going through a lot. Having to work during pregnancy and then come back to a home where there are no helping hands. I fully understand. When is the baby due? I will continue to pray for you. Sorry again for the pain I caused by mentioning abortion.