My Dreams

[christian cutie danni]

Dreams

Follow me, come hold my hand,
I’m taking you to see,
My forbidden plan.
The dream I must not scheme
The desire welling inside me.
The things you can’t simply try to understand,
Follow me,
Just hold my hand,
There’s something for you to see.

A little girl so afraid,
Yet not so little,
The dream inside that was forbade,
A teenage girl hoping beyond reason,
That you will understand,
See her idea of a future,
Something she loves something fun.

The thing I’ve wanted so bad to do,
And Finally I got the nerve up to tell you.
Admitted to no one,
I actually told you,
Of all people,
But I had to.
I thought that you of anyone could understand,
The dream I’ve had,
My Soul’s demand.

But you just shot down my dream,
Refuse to be part of my Scheme,
I should’ve known,
For me you won’t do anything.

So long I’ve desired for just on thing,
And yet you can’t help me.
I should have guessed that no matter what,
My desire may be,
The interest I have in store,
You’re so determined to shut that door,
That’s wide open for me,
Because for ONCE I actually have the chance to succeed
But that’s just more than you can bear,
So all you can do is sit there,
In silence,
Mocking my every dream,
Why did I bother to tell you anything?
You can’t seem to find it,
You don’t understand.
So let me take you by the hand
Down into my Memory lane.
I know to you this is lame.
But to me it means a whole lot more,
Than you could have ever guessed for.
The thing you can’t see,
When I set my eyes upon it,
Though you continue,
To constantly judge me.

So just bear with me as I show you,
Memory lane,
Because I know once,
You too had set your eyes upon fame.
Dreams and hopes,
Welled up in your eyes,
But soon you’d have to say your goodbyes.
I know we ruined it all for you,
But you can’t ruin it for me too!
For once why can’t you just go along?
I know you used to sing my song,
Of hope and happiness,
Of dreams and such,
But things became a little too much.

So WHY can’t you see,
What you’re doing to me?
It happened to you,
Is this really something you want me to go through?
I thought for once you’d understand my dreams,
I need YOU to help me succeed.
But you’re setting me up for failure,
Just like you always have,
And I ACTUALLY thought,
That you might help me.
But I was so very wrong I see.
You still want nothing to do,
With my life or my dreams,
Or my schemes to successfulness,
Nothing to do with pleasing my soul.
And I SHALL not be content until I prove you wrong,
That I CAN do this,
No matter what you’ve thought all along.
I NEED this to go on.
My soul will not rest until,
I get what I wanted,
Just one simple dream!
Because I nothing else,
And my dreams are my everything.
And without them I cannot survive.
Is that you don’t want me alive?
Is THAT why you want to quash my dreams?
But I will achieve them,
Just wait and see.
If I Conceive it and Believe it,
Then I most certainly may Achieve it!