I've been dealing with depression for several years now. For a little while it was very bad. It came to the point that I did not care about anything. I fell from God pretty hard. My faith had shattered. Many times I wanted to give up. I made the decision to not let satan win and give up. It was my competitive side coming out. God lifted me up because that was the only way I could've survived that. I asked him to help me and he did. But I did not fully hand everything over. So I still struggled. The worst about this is I struggled alone. If there was anyone I turned too they didn't care enough to help. It was by far the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I still struggle with it. There are days where it becomes hard to do anything. I forget that God is in control and he will provide me with what I need. When I remember that important fact it helps. There's even somedays I'm so tired of it all I still just want to give up. I know I can't do that. Too many people count on me. But it is just so difficult to just not give up. Things are getting better. Things are looking up. Light is starting to shine but I still am in this difficult battle. Rebuilding my faith is hard. God has been kind. Any prayers are appreciated.

glad to see your feeling better.