My depression

[Goobersmooch]

Please pray for me. I am up at 2 am because I cannot sleep. I am so depressed and drained. I had to help a friend who was suicidal tonight and I feel lower because of it but I can not turn my back on a friend who needs me. Yes please pray for her as well. She is struggling really bad with suicidal thoughts and she is counting on me but I just don't know how much I can help her due to my condition. She says she reconisdered doing the Suicide attempt today because of what I said to her. I know somehow I am encouraging her but It just keeps reiterating things that are going through my head. You see she says things exactly the way I see myself. The sad thing about it all Is I want to help her but I do not want to help myself. I see it as useless. I'm so tired. I am scared about tomorrow. excuse me today i forgot it's 2 am. anyways, my husband wants me to look for a job because we are both unemployed.i told him i not ready to find a new job but he is pressuring me to. the thing is i was hospitalized for depression and thats why they fired me. how am i going to keep a job even if i DO find one. Which I doubt i will. my husband is obsessed with winning the lottery. he is so sure we will win that he day dreams all the time about what we will do. he only spends 3 dollars a week one dollar a night. i keep telling him the chances we will are very slim anyways and i am pretty sure God doesn't want us to win the lottery. not only that he is idolizing money in the process. So he is in Fantasy world and I am over here in reality snapping my fingers telling him to wake up.

Please pray for me when you read this because I need some real intervention in my life. thank you all!

Melanie

 

[tapero]

Dear Lord, I pray for Melanie who right now may not have the strength to impart to her friend, because she herself is struggling so. Give her words of wisdom, and let them sink deep in her heart too. I pray that the thoughts of suicide would go away. It is too scary to contemplate. I pray for her friend that she would seek counseling. It is hard to be strong for someone when we are feeling weak ourselves. God bless Melanie, and give her rest. Watch and protect both of them Lord. I pray DH would understand the predicament that Melanie is in; that she is not ready to work. Please provide ajob for him. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

 

[pockleberry]

I know it is hard but if possible get your friend to talk to someone and take the pressure off yourself. I know exactly how you feel in not wanting to let her down I was in a very similar place myself recently.

Lord I pray that you meet Melanie where she is right now and that you give her the strength to get through each day. I pray that you will help her husband understand what she is feeling and not pressure her into anything that she feels she can not do.

 

[KitKatz]

Lord I ask you to watch over this woman and her friend. Give her the strength to not only help her friend, but herself as well. In your name we pray, Amen.

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Please pray for me. I am up at 2 am because I cannot sleep. I am so depressed and drained. I had to help a friend who was suicidal tonight and I feel lower because of it but I can not turn my back on a friend who needs me. Yes please pray for her as well. She is struggling really bad with suicidal thoughts and she is counting on me but I just don't know how much I can help her due to my condition. She says she reconisdered doing the Suicide attempt today because of what I said to her. I know somehow I am encouraging her but It just keeps reiterating things that are going through my head. You see she says things exactly the way I see myself. The sad thing about it all Is I want to help her but I do not want to help myself. I see it as useless. I'm so tired. I am scared about tomorrow. excuse me today i forgot it's 2 am. anyways, my husband wants me to look for a job because we are both unemployed.i told him i not ready to find a new job but he is pressuring me to. the thing is i was hospitalized for depression and thats why they fired me. how am i going to keep a job even if i DO find one. Which I doubt i will. my husband is obsessed with winning the lottery. he is so sure we will win that he day dreams all the time about what we will do. he only spends 3 dollars a week one dollar a night. i keep telling him the chances we will are very slim anyways and i am pretty sure God doesn't want us to win the lottery. not only that he is idolizing money in the process. So he is in Fantasy world and I am over here in reality snapping my fingers telling him to wake up.

Please pray for me when you read this because I need some real intervention in my life. thank you all!

Melanie

Hi Melanie I understand that you are feeling depressed and I would like to say this to not only help you but to encourage you. Keep you faith in the lord. I also pray for your friend. We sometimes find out when we are trying to help our best friends when they are down can also get us down. I to have suffered from depression and suicidal tendencies so I know what you are suffering from. Take care sister

Lord I pray for melanie lord I pray for the spirt of depression to leave her now in Jesus name. Lord I also pray for her friend that these suicidal thoughts will go. Lord we dont welcome them we want them to go now lord. Lord you have such a Plan for these people. Lord show them your presence lord. Lord I pray for intervention in your mighty name I pray amen

 

[I_Heart_Jesus777]

Lord God, I pray to You that you will help this couple. Be with the husband, lessen his love of money and see the true joy of You, which is worth more than anything on this earth. Be with her friend who is have suicidal thoughts dear God, and be with her to keep her strong. Let her not give up hope. Let her know that you are in control, and end the end, let Your name be glorified.

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[covenantwmn]

Father God, I lift Melanie up to You. As we come broken before You LORD, You are the lifter of our heads. I pray that You will minister to Melanie today Father, how much You love her, I ask taht You speak Your truths to her heart, encouraging her to believe You for the future. I ask that You show her what You would have her do LORD, show her all those she blesses. I pray that You will lift this depression and restore the joy of her salvation. Please comfort her and deliver her, and surround her with Your peace. Thank You LORD for being Everything, in Jesus' name, amen.
in Him, Leslie

 

[Goobersmooch]

Wow thank you guys! I did get some sleep i just got up at 9 am this morning. I am so glad i found this board you guys are so wonderful. A great blessing to me already and I just joined! Still feeling kind of down and not sure how to do what i am supposed to do. well i want you to know i will lift you all up in my prayers to keep you strong.

In Christ,

Melanie

 

[redskull]

Dear lord I prey for you that you do not stress anymore, that you will find what it is you seek in life and you sustain it once its found.

amen

 

[mercy0915]

Please pray for me. I am up at 2 am because I cannot sleep. I am so depressed and drained. I had to help a friend who was suicidal tonight and I feel lower because of it but I can not turn my back on a friend who needs me. Yes please pray for her as well. She is struggling really bad with suicidal thoughts and she is counting on me but I just don't know how much I can help her due to my condition. She says she reconisdered doing the Suicide attempt today because of what I said to her. I know somehow I am encouraging her but It just keeps reiterating things that are going through my head. You see she says things exactly the way I see myself. The sad thing about it all Is I want to help her but I do not want to help myself. I see it as useless. I'm so tired. I am scared about tomorrow. excuse me today i forgot it's 2 am. anyways, my husband wants me to look for a job because we are both unemployed.i told him i not ready to find a new job but he is pressuring me to. the thing is i was hospitalized for depression and thats why they fired me. how am i going to keep a job even if i DO find one. Which I doubt i will. my husband is obsessed with winning the lottery. he is so sure we will win that he day dreams all the time about what we will do. he only spends 3 dollars a week one dollar a night. i keep telling him the chances we will are very slim anyways and i am pretty sure God doesn't want us to win the lottery. not only that he is idolizing money in the process. So he is in Fantasy world and I am over here in reality snapping my fingers telling him to wake up.

Please pray for me when you read this because I need some real intervention in my life. thank you all!

Melanie

I PRAYED FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIEND !I PRAY THAT YOU BOTH FIND PEACE ,HAPPINESS,AND LOVE WITHIN GOD!

 

[TheUnraveling]

I'm so sorry that you are going through this with your friend and your husband. I will be praying for you.

 

[gbear]

Lord we lift up this woman, her husband and her friend to You... You are the God of the breakthrough... breakthrough right now in this situation... we ask for and expect Your best in Jesus name

 

[Goobersmooch]

Hi guys thank you for your prayers. I am down in the dumps again. I think it's just because I'm really tired and feeling very worthless again. Please continue to pray for me. I think im about to get a job and so far with my new meds im not able to stay awake all day so i dont know how i will function in a job but we need the money. im so depressed and so stressed out! I dont know how much more i can take of this. please pray for me.

Melanie

 

[Im-revived]

Hi, melanie,

i think with the meds your on, its quite normal to feel tired with them till there in your system properly, you should improve in the tiredness area within about 3 weeks. You may also find that getting a job may help occupy your mind a bit and begin to make you feel more positive about yourself. Its probably nerve racking but sometimes it helps.

Lord I pray you'll lift Melanie out of all depression, help her feel positive about herself, and help this medication kick in quicker, take her worries and stressess Lord and bring peace into her mind. Amen

Im-revived

Hi guys thank you for your prayers. I am down in the dumps again. I think it's just because I'm really tired and feeling very worthless again. Please continue to pray for me. I think im about to get a job and so far with my new meds im not able to stay awake all day so i dont know how i will function in a job but we need the money. im so depressed and so stressed out! I dont know how much more i can take of this. please pray for me.

Melanie

 

[JPPT1974]

Lord I know what this person
Is going through as I have depression
Even though I am much more better now
I will always have it no matter what occurs
Help this person to seek counseling
As well as your wisdom and love
In thy name and will amen

 

[salvation12288]

Father,
I pray for this woman. I pray that you will heal her of this depression and help her to overcome. I pray that if she decides to seek a new job that your will be done in that. I also pray that you will be with her friend. Help her friend to see that there is purpose on earth and that dying isn't going to make it any better. I pray that each one of them will turn to you through everything!

In Jesus Name,
AMEN

 

[christianmomof3]

May the Lord care for you and your friend and be everything to you both.

 

[newbeliever02072005]

for you Melanie.

My advice to you is to dive deep, long and hard into the Word of God. Pick a verse that means something to you and memorize it. Commit it to your memory. Repeating it daily, hourly as long as you can during the day. It is truly amazing how your mind changes when you replace the negative, depressive thoughts with the Word of God. It brings light and encouragement. You have to do this for yourself and only for yourself. Not for your husband, not for your friend or even your family. Let God work in your heart first.

I hope this helps, God Bless you!!!

 

[SHIELDS]

I Am Praying For The Both Of You .