Just today, my college boyfriend of 2 years told me that he cheated (yes, all the way...) on me with his ex girlfriend a few weeks ago when I was back home. I am 21, he is 23.
I'm devastated. When we first started dating, we weren't following God. We fornicated and even moved in together for a year. In January, we gave our lives back to the Lord and stopped having sex and I moved into the dorms here at college and we've been pure ever since. We've been strong ever since, but nothing was perfect. We attended church, womens/mens group and even got baptized together. I always prayed for us and others prayed for our relationship as well. I truly want to follow God with everything I am and I have truly surrendered my life and my relationship to God. I know He has a better plan, but I am so broken and torn. I feel betrayed. I ended it right there and have no intentions of seeing him again.
To be honest, I want to go back home to California and be with my family. I have 2 semesters left in college but I am on the other side of the country and I feel so lonely and I have no friends. I have 5 classes and a job I have to walk to and I don't have a car to even go buy myself food. The ONLY reason I came back to college this year was for my boyfriend. To be honest, I don't think I will be able to even focus on school and do well with the state I am in.
I called my pastor and explained everything and his advice was to wait it out to see what God wants me to do, but I really don't know when I'll even find that out. I feel like I should go back home. I don't see any sense in staying here anymore. I am just so ripped up and confused. I would really love to hear from fellow sisters and brothers in Christ. Thank you...
In Him,
W
I'm devastated. When we first started dating, we weren't following God. We fornicated and even moved in together for a year. In January, we gave our lives back to the Lord and stopped having sex and I moved into the dorms here at college and we've been pure ever since. We've been strong ever since, but nothing was perfect. We attended church, womens/mens group and even got baptized together. I always prayed for us and others prayed for our relationship as well. I truly want to follow God with everything I am and I have truly surrendered my life and my relationship to God. I know He has a better plan, but I am so broken and torn. I feel betrayed. I ended it right there and have no intentions of seeing him again.
To be honest, I want to go back home to California and be with my family. I have 2 semesters left in college but I am on the other side of the country and I feel so lonely and I have no friends. I have 5 classes and a job I have to walk to and I don't have a car to even go buy myself food. The ONLY reason I came back to college this year was for my boyfriend. To be honest, I don't think I will be able to even focus on school and do well with the state I am in.
I called my pastor and explained everything and his advice was to wait it out to see what God wants me to do, but I really don't know when I'll even find that out. I feel like I should go back home. I don't see any sense in staying here anymore. I am just so ripped up and confused. I would really love to hear from fellow sisters and brothers in Christ. Thank you...
In Him,
W
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