My aunt

[pentecostalgirl0414]

My aunt killed herself three years ago today. I know that 3 years may seem like a long time, but it still hurts like it did the day that I found out that she died. I still miss her so much.. I have some people telling me that she went to hell, some telling me that she didn't. She was a very devoted Christian person. I wonder if I should ask my pastor what his thoughts are or just let it go. I don't know what to do.. Just if you can, please pray for me and my family.
God bless,
Kim

 

[cuteandheavenly]

I understand how you feel. I lost my parents and sister 7 years ago and it still feels like it happened yesterday. As for the hell thing, I think you should ask you pastor. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Diane_Windsor]

My aunt killed herself three years ago today.

May she RIP and Rise in Glory

I know that 3 years may seem like a long time, but it still hurts like it did the day that I found out that she died. I still miss her so much..

I know what you mean. I have lost all four of my grandparents, and I still really miss my Grandaddy who died in 1998

I have some people telling me that she went to hell.

Ignore the insensitive jerks that are wrongly judging her. She is in God's hands.

She was a very devoted Christian person. I wonder if I should ask my pastor what his thoughts are or just let it go. I don't know what to do..

Go to your pastor and see if there are any suicide survivor groups in your area. You also might want to read Gloria Vanderbilt's book A Mother's Story. It is about her feelings about her son's suicide. It should really help you.

Just if you can, please pray for me and my family.

Done.

Diane

 

[pentecostalgirl0414]

I understand how you feel. I lost my parents and sister 7 years ago and it still feels like it happened yesterday. As for the hell thing, I think you should ask you pastor. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Thanks for replying. I guess I will go talk to my pastor. Thank you for the prayers. Everyone has been pretty nice!

 

[pentecostalgirl0414]

May she RIP and Rise in Glory



I know what you mean. I have lost all four of my grandparents, and I still really miss my Grandaddy who died in 1998



Ignore the insensitive jerks that are wrongly judging her. She is in God's hands.



Go to your pastor and see if there are any suicide survivor groups in your area. You also might want to read Gloria Vanderbilt's book A Mother's Story. It is about her feelings about her son's suicide. It should really help you.



Done.

Diane

Thank you for all of the kind words. I will pick up that book the next time I am out. I am sorry for your loss. No matter what year someone dies, it still hurts. I don't know what I am saying, so just ignore all the ramblings.

 

[ArmouredSaint]

totally will pray.suicide aftermath is hell.I do understand some of what you're feeling only my situation was a girlfriend.it's been a little over a year.anniversarys kill me.
so,I'll say a prayer right now.

 

[pentecostalgirl0414]

totally will pray.suicide aftermath is hell.I do understand some of what you're feeling only my situation was a girlfriend.it's been a little over a year.anniversarys kill me.
so,I'll say a prayer right now.

Thank you!! It seems to get harder instead of easier. I appreciate the prayers.
God bless,
Kim

 

[ArmouredSaint]

the emotions change so much maybe.I may not make sense but when they leave so violently at first there is shock,that disbelief where you keep looking for them.I still dream she comes home or she laughs with me.My shock now is full anger and at times guilt.alot of guilt.I can't pray tonight or I'd promise some prayers here.sorry,hope other do pray here though.

 

[pentecostalgirl0414]

the emotions change so much maybe.I may not make sense but when they leave so violently at first there is shock,that disbelief where you keep looking for them.I still dream she comes home or she laughs with me.My shock now is full anger and at times guilt.alot of guilt.I can't pray tonight or I'd promise some prayers here.sorry,hope other do pray here though.

You sumed it up very well.

 

[marieg]

Only the Lord knows our hearts,and it wrong for anyone to stand in judgement over your aunt. Just release your aunt into the Lords hands, the Lord is merciful and full of love and compassion. I will pray for you sweetheart.

marieg