Ive been here a long time. Been through many battles/debates/strife, etc..Alot of my issues were based on righteous indignation. However, that doesnt give me the right to pass judgement on Gods children. I apologize to anyone Ive offended and humbly ask your forgiveness..
I was very loving when I started my online fellowship years ago on another board on AOL...Soon I was involved in "defending the faith" from people who were espousing false doctrine..These were oneness Pentecostals from UPC who had no problem declaring that if you weren't baptized in Jesus name only you weren't saved. If you didn't speak in tongues you weren't saved, etc, etc.
After two years I had posted some 35,000 posts, was weary and had become unloving in my dealings with others. At the time I had met another person whom I became friends with. A very knowledgeable person. I learned much from him, however I also picked up some bad traits as well. One of those traits was deciding who was saved and who wasn't by looking at their beliefs and posts. Even to the point of deciding who was apostate and who had become tares in the church..I also gained a dangerous trait of thinking to highly of myself during this friendship..This friend also had extra biblical visions based on his beliefs garnered from extra biblical writings..Some things I began to believe somewhat, and some things I just put on a shelf with the attitude "we'll see".
The most dangerous thing from this relationship though was the loss of genuine love for others even if they didn't agree with us.. I had learned from this friend that to disagree with us was to disagree with God...A very dangerous thing to think to say the least, and extremely prideful on our part. My thoughts towards other began to be very pessimistic, and fellowship with others in the body became next to impossible. I allowed this relationship to influence me and disrupt who God desired for me to be..It was all my fault and no blame can be put anywhere else but upon me. ( Matthew 24:4)
It has surely been a struggle at times to shake the demonic influence that came from those years. At times I find myself going backwards again and acting as I did then...Please forgive me..Some of you were here long ago, and Im sure you remember what Im speaking of...
There's no time left for this constant bickering that goes on here...It poisons our spirits and keeps us from fulfilling the commandment to love others as ourselves...We all shall be held accountable for what we believe and how we acted upon those beliefs..If God respected us enough to give us free will to choose/believe Him or not, we need to afford the same grace towards others as well..
God bless you all as you strive to hear Him, follow Him, and serve Him!
I was very loving when I started my online fellowship years ago on another board on AOL...Soon I was involved in "defending the faith" from people who were espousing false doctrine..These were oneness Pentecostals from UPC who had no problem declaring that if you weren't baptized in Jesus name only you weren't saved. If you didn't speak in tongues you weren't saved, etc, etc.
After two years I had posted some 35,000 posts, was weary and had become unloving in my dealings with others. At the time I had met another person whom I became friends with. A very knowledgeable person. I learned much from him, however I also picked up some bad traits as well. One of those traits was deciding who was saved and who wasn't by looking at their beliefs and posts. Even to the point of deciding who was apostate and who had become tares in the church..I also gained a dangerous trait of thinking to highly of myself during this friendship..This friend also had extra biblical visions based on his beliefs garnered from extra biblical writings..Some things I began to believe somewhat, and some things I just put on a shelf with the attitude "we'll see".
The most dangerous thing from this relationship though was the loss of genuine love for others even if they didn't agree with us.. I had learned from this friend that to disagree with us was to disagree with God...A very dangerous thing to think to say the least, and extremely prideful on our part. My thoughts towards other began to be very pessimistic, and fellowship with others in the body became next to impossible. I allowed this relationship to influence me and disrupt who God desired for me to be..It was all my fault and no blame can be put anywhere else but upon me. ( Matthew 24:4)
It has surely been a struggle at times to shake the demonic influence that came from those years. At times I find myself going backwards again and acting as I did then...Please forgive me..Some of you were here long ago, and Im sure you remember what Im speaking of...
There's no time left for this constant bickering that goes on here...It poisons our spirits and keeps us from fulfilling the commandment to love others as ourselves...We all shall be held accountable for what we believe and how we acted upon those beliefs..If God respected us enough to give us free will to choose/believe Him or not, we need to afford the same grace towards others as well..
God bless you all as you strive to hear Him, follow Him, and serve Him!
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