My alcohol addiction and what I make of it.

[ThreeWords]

So I used to be a horrible alcoholic when I was 18-20 years old. However I started experiencing some health problems as I was approaching 300lbs. I think it was the lords way of telling me to stop. I am 21 now and 195lbs of muscle and feel good except for a few health issues that I am waiting for god to deliver me from.

Now I still struggle with binge drinking, I am not an everyday alcoholic like I used to be but If I go out 1 time I MAKE IT COUNT! I drink till im drunker then high heavens. Then I feel very convicted of sin the next day and have horrible anxiety attacks that last all day, I am literally so hungover I feel like im going to die, so I am on my knees bagging jesus to forgive me!

I'm basically in the same situation as you are/were. I used to drink loads every day, but stopped now due to health problems. I do binge completely every now and then, and I'm still pretty fat from it. Seems like I have no motivation or desire to change.

I looked into AA, but cant make the meetings due to travel. I just hope I can get help here.

 

[billdoolinn]

Check into co-morbidity and alcoholism. I spent 30 years of my life self medicating until I got help. Made all the difference, feel much better now.

 

[nate_1989]

I'm basically in the same situation as you are/were. I used to drink loads every day, but stopped now due to health problems. I do binge completely every now and then, and I'm still pretty fat from it. Seems like I have no motivation or desire to change.

I looked into AA, but cant make the meetings due to travel. I just hope I can get help here.

I completely forgot about this thread, I just came back today and seen your post. I am on day 9 of getting sober. My motivation was the health problems, I had horrible acid reflux and could not breathe (srs). Change man its for the better.