First, some background:
-A saved Christian since I was a young teen. -Had always fasted for health, previously, which the longest one was 6 days on the Master Cleanse/ Lemonade diet.
I started out fasting for health this time, but the Lord led me to fasting for spiritual reasons, for prayer... and after-all, I had been wanting to pray & fast for my husband & brother for several months. I wound up promising a commitment to God of 40 days of fasting. The commitment is to water fast when I'm at home & don't need to do much, but that I do a fruit & veggie fast when I have to do more, or have to go out, though if able, I do a water day.
I prefer the water days, spiritually, because I feel like it's more effective, more of a sacrifice.
I also promised that if the answers don't show up during the fast, then I shall continue on fruits & veggies only until they do get answered.
Please pray for strength during this fast, much-needed mercy for my husband who is feeling quite over-worked for the last 18 years & is in dire need of God's intervention; which is my main purpose of prayer for him, that & for a revival of his soul & desire for the Lord & His Word. Also, healing prayer needed for my suffering paranoid schizo brother, whom I dearly love. Pray for a revival in our whole family & home, that God may be glorified & use us much more! Thank you!
I'm on my 12th day of the fast. I'd done 3 days of water fasting, then some fr. & veg. days, a water fast here & there, and on the 3rd day of another water fast run.... The last 1st 3 days of the water fast, I couldn't take any more of the intense weakness & boredom I was feeling. I felt like a dying person in bed all day!.. so I broke the fast @ 3 pm. the 3rd day. But now that I KNOW the 3rd day can be the worst, I aim to get through it no matter what; today being my 12th overall fast day.
I'm VERY committed to keeping my promise to God. I think the promise has been KEY to my success. Also, my motivation to seek God's mercy & miracles in my husband, so that he may have much-needed mercy & revival also.
Sure- yes, I've had MANY cravings, but none as strong as they once were in my binge days.. nothing I can't handle... and still... I'm committed to GOD. I've broken too many promises to God, and I dont' want to break this one, PLUS I owe it to my husband.
I'm terribly, terribly weak, physically... yes, still occasional hunger pains. For the most part though, I can care less about food.
For months I've had to remove grains & bread & dairy from my diet for food allergy reasons, and then later had to take out flour & sugar to stop the binging addiction... then I went down to a fruit & veggie diet for health reasons, in which I thought I may as well just fast then!! At which.. God led me to fast for different reasons, instead... ;-)
I am keeping a fasting journal. God did answer 5 more minor prayers, but I am SO anxious for the miracles to happen!!
I read my Bible & pray 1st thing every morning during my fast.. it's making me get a habit of doing just that... that which I SHOULD have been putting FIRST, prior... ;-)
I do find I'm increasingly more sensitive... when my husband shows more frustration w/ being overworked, I cry when I pray.... I really cry out to God... I cry at awesome stories of testimonies of God's grace, miracles, and healing.
My nose & ears are more sensitive. My daughter put on the headphones in the next room, while I was in my room on the bed, with the door CLOSED.... and I could HEAR the song she was listening to!!! Headphones & the door closed!!! Amazing!! Yet... interestingly.... I still can barely hear her when she mumbles quietly as she usually does... ;-)
Some days I feel so excited & committed to this fast... and other days... I feel so discouraged.. as I haven't gotten any BIG answers to prayer yet, or miracles or revelations or such...
I know sometimes these things happen during the fast, and sometimes AFTER the fast.... but man... ;-(
Nonetheless, I'm totally committed... NO quitting... quitting is NOT an option.
I also read fasting & prayer books every day, along w/ the Bible, and now also books about miracles, all which to encourage me along the way.
The 1st thing to get me started was before I actually began, seeing wayfaringman's testimonies here on this site. I'm so thankful for his posts. ;-)
Well, thanks for stopping by. I do covet your prayers & support during this time!! I look forward to sharing good news w/ you as time goes by, and keeping you updated. I look fwd to hearing of more of your testimonies as well!!! May God be glorified in it all!! ;-) AMEN!!
-A saved Christian since I was a young teen. -Had always fasted for health, previously, which the longest one was 6 days on the Master Cleanse/ Lemonade diet.
I started out fasting for health this time, but the Lord led me to fasting for spiritual reasons, for prayer... and after-all, I had been wanting to pray & fast for my husband & brother for several months. I wound up promising a commitment to God of 40 days of fasting. The commitment is to water fast when I'm at home & don't need to do much, but that I do a fruit & veggie fast when I have to do more, or have to go out, though if able, I do a water day.
I prefer the water days, spiritually, because I feel like it's more effective, more of a sacrifice.
I also promised that if the answers don't show up during the fast, then I shall continue on fruits & veggies only until they do get answered.
Please pray for strength during this fast, much-needed mercy for my husband who is feeling quite over-worked for the last 18 years & is in dire need of God's intervention; which is my main purpose of prayer for him, that & for a revival of his soul & desire for the Lord & His Word. Also, healing prayer needed for my suffering paranoid schizo brother, whom I dearly love. Pray for a revival in our whole family & home, that God may be glorified & use us much more! Thank you!
I'm on my 12th day of the fast. I'd done 3 days of water fasting, then some fr. & veg. days, a water fast here & there, and on the 3rd day of another water fast run.... The last 1st 3 days of the water fast, I couldn't take any more of the intense weakness & boredom I was feeling. I felt like a dying person in bed all day!.. so I broke the fast @ 3 pm. the 3rd day. But now that I KNOW the 3rd day can be the worst, I aim to get through it no matter what; today being my 12th overall fast day.
I'm VERY committed to keeping my promise to God. I think the promise has been KEY to my success. Also, my motivation to seek God's mercy & miracles in my husband, so that he may have much-needed mercy & revival also.
Sure- yes, I've had MANY cravings, but none as strong as they once were in my binge days.. nothing I can't handle... and still... I'm committed to GOD. I've broken too many promises to God, and I dont' want to break this one, PLUS I owe it to my husband.
I'm terribly, terribly weak, physically... yes, still occasional hunger pains. For the most part though, I can care less about food.
For months I've had to remove grains & bread & dairy from my diet for food allergy reasons, and then later had to take out flour & sugar to stop the binging addiction... then I went down to a fruit & veggie diet for health reasons, in which I thought I may as well just fast then!! At which.. God led me to fast for different reasons, instead... ;-)
I am keeping a fasting journal. God did answer 5 more minor prayers, but I am SO anxious for the miracles to happen!!
I read my Bible & pray 1st thing every morning during my fast.. it's making me get a habit of doing just that... that which I SHOULD have been putting FIRST, prior... ;-)
I do find I'm increasingly more sensitive... when my husband shows more frustration w/ being overworked, I cry when I pray.... I really cry out to God... I cry at awesome stories of testimonies of God's grace, miracles, and healing.
My nose & ears are more sensitive. My daughter put on the headphones in the next room, while I was in my room on the bed, with the door CLOSED.... and I could HEAR the song she was listening to!!! Headphones & the door closed!!! Amazing!! Yet... interestingly.... I still can barely hear her when she mumbles quietly as she usually does... ;-)
Some days I feel so excited & committed to this fast... and other days... I feel so discouraged.. as I haven't gotten any BIG answers to prayer yet, or miracles or revelations or such...
I know sometimes these things happen during the fast, and sometimes AFTER the fast.... but man... ;-(
Nonetheless, I'm totally committed... NO quitting... quitting is NOT an option.
I also read fasting & prayer books every day, along w/ the Bible, and now also books about miracles, all which to encourage me along the way.
The 1st thing to get me started was before I actually began, seeing wayfaringman's testimonies here on this site. I'm so thankful for his posts. ;-)
Well, thanks for stopping by. I do covet your prayers & support during this time!! I look forward to sharing good news w/ you as time goes by, and keeping you updated. I look fwd to hearing of more of your testimonies as well!!! May God be glorified in it all!! ;-) AMEN!!