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@DreamyLaLa I figured out why I couldn't get to your Etsy shop! On your Youtube channel the link says lilywingsdesign instead of lilywingsdesigns. I was able to get to it from your profile page!

 

[DreamyLaLa]

@DreamyLaLa I figured out why I couldn't get to your Etsy shop! On your Youtube channel the link says lilywingsdesign instead of lilywingsdesigns. I was able to get to it from your profile page!

Ah, okay! Thanks! I just fixed it! It seems to be working for me now. Would you mind trying the link again on my YouTube channel and see if it works for you, too?

 

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Ah, okay! Thanks! I just fixed it! It seems to be working for me now. Would you mind trying the link again on my YouTube channel and see if it works for you, too?

Yes, it works now! I fixed the link on my website too.

 

[DreamyLaLa]

Yes, it works now! I fixed the link on my website too.

Great! By the way, I took a look at your website a few days ago, and I love it! There is so much content! I like your Craft section a lot! The Raichu, Pikachu, and Pichu plushies you made for your family are so cute! :3 The Birthday cupcakes you made also looked so fun! I'm pretending I can taste them through the computer screen, and they're delicious! And, of course, your art section is great! I want to look at your Music section later, too!

 

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Great! By the way, I took a look at your website a few days ago, and I love it! There is so much content! I like your Craft section a lot! The Raichu, Pikachu, and Pichu plushies you made for your family are so cute! :3 The Birthday cupcakes you made also looked so fun! I'm pretending I can taste them through the computer screen, and they're delicious! And, of course, your art section is great! I want to look at your Music section later, too!

Aww, thank you!! :3 I'm so glad you like the website! ^-^ The birthday cupcakes were marble cupcakes with whipped buttercream frosting and chocolate frosting!

 

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I'm gonna be honest here...I've been dealing with some feelings of discouragement ever since those difficult experiences I had two weeks ago. Sometimes I think I should stop creating content entirely, because I've now had two fandoms I used to love go astray and being removed from my stream team might make me look bad. I haven't had much interest in making completely original content in a very long time. But aren't I being kind of silly thinking like that? I mean, if I stop all my creative hobbies then what will I do?

I should make some more digital drawings or models sometime soon since I finished all the projects I was doing.

 

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I like this Christmas music channel!

 

[DreamyLaLa]

I'm gonna be honest here...I've been dealing with some feelings of discouragement ever since those difficult experiences I had two weeks ago. Sometimes I think I should stop creating content entirely, because I've now had two fandoms I used to love go astray and being removed from my stream team might make me look bad. I haven't had much interest in making completely original content in a very long time. But aren't I being kind of silly thinking like that? I mean, if I stop all my creative hobbies then what will I do?

I should make some more digital drawings or models sometime soon since I finished all the projects I was doing.

I'm sorry to hear you are still struggling. I understand if original stories aren't something you want to do, but I've always been kind of interested in seeing what you could write in that field. I bet you could write something really good! I used to like writing fanfiction (well, I still do sometimes), but I want to write original stories now because I have more freedom to write the kind of stories with the morals and values that I feel the need to write about. But I get that that may not be for you.

 

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My weighted stuffed animal wasn't helping me sleep at first, but maybe I just had to get used to it because it seems to be helping some now. I'll still wake up too early sometimes, but I usually go back to sleep pretty quick instead of lying awake. The only problem is now I sometimes sleep too late instead!

 

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It's so hard not to get discouraged by setbacks like the ones I faced, but I have to try not to let them defeat me. If I don't use my God-given talents, who will?

 

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Hee hee! There's so much cute Kirby merchandise out there! They have tons of characters in plushie form, backpacks, blankets, tote bags, dioramas, and more. I even saw plush Kirbys wearing Santa hats, figures of Elfilin, Rick, Kine, and Coo, and finger puppets of Bandana Waddle Dee, Magolor, Taranza, and Susie! Some of them looked kind of funny.

 

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When you make a big mistake in a video game and it can't be undone!

 

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I moved all the texture paint files from my models into their own separate folder, which caused them to disappear from the models. So today I went through and fixed them all...and then I noticed I actually made a small mistake on Celeste. I used the same material on her body and wings, which put a pair of rosy cheeks on each wing! I fixed that. Fortunately they're not visible in the render and video I previously made, because they were hidden by the shading.

 

[DreamyLaLa]

Hee hee! There's so much cute Kirby merchandise out there! They have tons of characters in plushie form, backpacks, blankets, tote bags, dioramas, and more. I even saw plush Kirbys wearing Santa hats, figures of Elfilin, Rick, Kine, and Coo, and finger puppets of Bandana Waddle Dee, Magolor, Taranza, and Susie! Some of them looked kind of funny.

Do I see some Kirby Christmas presents in your future?

 

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After Christmas (or after New Year's) I might become less active on CF (and maybe Discord) like I did earlier this year. The few places where I'm active are really boring and depressing these days as I don't post that often, only have a few friends, hardly talk to anyone, and I'm always unknowingly saying something wrong. Sad that all the online communities I used to be active in are either dead or no longer a safe place. I wouldn't care so much if I had more things I was interested in doing offline.

 

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After Christmas (or after New Year's) I might become less active on CF (and maybe Discord) like I did earlier this year. The few places where I'm active are really boring and depressing these days as I don't post that often, only have a few friends, hardly talk to anyone, and I'm always unknowingly saying something wrong. Sad that all the online communities I used to be active in are either dead or no longer a safe place. I wouldn't care so much if I had more things I was interested in doing offline.

I think being less active is better for my mental health. Sometimes using CF makes me happy, but a lot of times it just makes me depressed. Taking breaks is refreshing and can improve my mood. The hardest part is getting myself to start taking breaks.

For the first few months of this year I was not very active on CF and would stay offline for weeks at a time. If I hadn't met a wonderful new friend a little while back, I probably would have remained inactive all year long.

 

[DreamyLaLa]

After Christmas (or after New Year's) I might become less active on CF (and maybe Discord) like I did earlier this year. The few places where I'm active are really boring and depressing these days as I don't post that often, only have a few friends, hardly talk to anyone, and I'm always unknowingly saying something wrong. Sad that all the online communities I used to be active in are either dead or no longer a safe place. I wouldn't care so much if I had more things I was interested in doing offline.

I think being less active is better for my mental health. Sometimes using CF makes me happy, but a lot of times it just makes me depressed. Taking breaks is refreshing and can improve my mood. The hardest part is getting myself to start taking breaks.

For the first few months of this year I was not very active on CF and would stay offline for weeks at a time. If I hadn't met a wonderful new friend a little while back, I probably would have remained inactive all year long.

I hope taking a break helps. I also hope I haven't done or said anything to offend you here. Sometimes, it takes me a while to respond to messages due to my depression (which has been worse these days) or my annoyingly busy schedule, which I worry may turn off people like you who I correspond with...

 

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I hope taking a break helps. I also hope I haven't done or said anything to offend you here. Sometimes, it takes me a while to respond to messages due to my depression (which has been worse these days) or my annoyingly busy schedule, which I worry may turn off people like you who I correspond with...

Thank you. You haven't done anything wrong! I understand that your depression and busyness make it hard to respond to others. I think lately has probably been hard because I have another friend who has been super busy as well and unable to talk much, and so none of my friends are around most of the time. And with my depression I often don't feel like doing much aside from using the computer and playing video games.

Sometimes I get depressed because I feel really bad for you, but there's not much I can do to help. I hope my prayers are at least helping a little...

 

[DreamyLaLa]

Thank you. You haven't done anything wrong! I understand that your depression and busyness make it hard to respond to others. I think lately has probably been hard because I have another friend who has been super busy as well and unable to talk much, and so none of my friends are around most of the time. And with my depression I often don't feel like doing much aside from using the computer and playing video games.

Sometimes I get depressed because I feel really bad for you, but there's not much I can do to help. I hope my prayers are at least helping a little...

It's too bad you have another friend who is also really busy...I'm so sorry that my problems have caused you to feel depressed. That was not my intention at all! I also know that if you had the means to help me, you would. I'm sure your prayers have been helping me, so thank you!

 

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I guess we'll see if I actually decide to take breaks from CF or not. If I do, I won't be away for weeks like last time but for days instead. Or it might be better for me to just cut back on how much time I spend online every day. I'll see how I feel after New Year's.

Maybe I was being kind of silly. After all, it's not like I'm friendless and all alone like I was last year. I felt like because I unknowingly said something hurtful, I must be a terrible person and so CF would be better off without me. I overthink things all the time!