Multi's Thoughts and More

[DreamyLaLa]

Technically it's not a requirement, but two people told me that you're unlikely to get more than a few viewers without a mic. Apparently a lot of people think you won't even notice them if you don't use one, and they expect you to keep talking even when no one's chatting. I guess it must be more of an issue with streaming than it is with videos. It doesn't bother me personally so why does it have to be such an issue?

I don't know. I get their point to an extent, but I still wonder if some other digital artists on Twitch have found success without using their mic. Of course, I don't really use Twitch, so I can't say I understand the way it works. I just really hope this doesn't hinder your progress toward becoming an Affiliate...

 

[Multifavs]

Writing the final chapter makes me feel kind of sentimental. I've had so much fun writing this story over the past 16 months. It's a little sad that I won't be writing it anymore, but I do have other things I want to get done after it's finished.

 

[Multifavs]

Happy Halloween!

 

[DreamyLaLa]

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween, Multi!

 

[Multifavs]

Happy November!

Kirby and the Rod of Darkness is complete! It's hard to believe! But now I'm going to do some other things.

Today I will start working on my next plushie! Then I have my Creature information to finish. I also want to make a forum on Fanfiction containing fun facts and stuff about the story. I might try typing chapter 1 again while using the suggestions LibreOffice gives me, just to see how funny it turns out. And I might make a video tutorial about Plushify.

 

[Multifavs]

There is too much division among us. People are divided over politics, religion, opinions, and whatever else. Christians are divided, even Catholics are divided. We are all made in the image of God, all created equal - we should be more united!

 

[Multifavs]

Typos are hilarious! I was trying to type "the crowd went wild when the song was finished" and instead I started to type "the crows went wild when the song was finished"! So the audience was a bunch of crows? Lol!

 

[Multifavs]

Here are the lyrics to the chorus of a song I thought of related to the end of Kirby and the Rod of Darkness. I still have to come up with the rest of the lyrics.

You are the heroes
Now the darkness has gone away
Now the light is here to stay
You have saved the day

You have conquered all your foes
You have saved us from our woes
Everybody knows
You are the heroes​

 

[Multifavs]

This has not been a good autumn so far. Every year I look forward to fall, only for it to feel like summer half the time. That's one reason why I've been so depressed lately.

 

[Multifavs]

I got such a kick out of redoing the first chapter with all the suggestions LibreOffice gave me, I might do the same thing with some more chapters.

 

[Multifavs]

According to LibreOffice, these are the names of the Star Allies (or should I say Standing Allies?):

Kirby-like
Bandana Waddle Dee-like
Kingdom’s Dedede’s
Meta Knight’s
Rick
Kingdom’s
Coo
Marx
Goodnight
Adeleine
Ribbon’s
Darkness Meta Knight’s
Darkness
Magician
Taranza-we
Susanna-I’m
Francisca
Flamberge
Zan Parallel

Also, Shadread and Mirrobo become Shadowbite and Miracles.

 

[Palmfever]

I don't understand why I did a lot of things I did when I was younger. Why did I argue with people I should have ignored? Why didn't I stop using online communities as soon as they started to become corrupt (when I should have trusted my conscience and suspicions), waiting until they told me they were no longer family-friendly to leave? Why did I make CF posts that were bound to stir up strife?

...Because I was immature, foolish, and naive. I'm glad I'm more mature now, but I still regret my poor decisions in the past.

The past is past my friend.
It may have shaped us, but isn't what we've done that God is focused on.
It is what we are doing.

 

[Multifavs]

I made a video giving some tips on using Plushify! For some reason it gave me trouble...but after rendering and uploading it three times, I finally got it right. Now I need to decide what I should draw or model next.

 

[Multifavs]

Progress on my remade Creature information is going pretty slow. I haven't had a lot of motivation to work on it. You would think that my new drawings would look better than the ones from 12 years ago, but a lot of them actually look worse. Maybe I'm out of practice? I don't do much traditional art anymore, especially freehand drawing. That's probably one reason why I don't have a lot of motivation. At least I'm getting closer to finishing it now.

Sometimes I consider switching all my Creature information to a digital format so I can edit it more easily, but the problem is the majority of them have never been drawn digitally.

 

[Multifavs]

Pokemon Quest's final level is way too hard! I'll never beat it!

 

[Multifavs]

Normally I make a Christmas drawing in the second half of November to use in December, but I won't need to this year as I can reuse the one from last year. We'll see if I make one sometime closer to Christmas or not. I don't have any ideas so far.

I don't know what I want to draw or model next...I don't know when I'll stream again either, or if I'll even continue streaming. I'll probably never be comfortable using my mic, so I could just stick with being a casual streamer, but most of my viewers are too busy to watch.

 

[Multifavs]

It's snowing!!

 

[Multifavs]

I need to decide on what to draw or model next. When I don't work on anything I get bored. Sometimes that leads me to browse CF, but that is not something I should do. Some parts of CF are just like the media - trying to incite rage, terror, and despair. Too much focus on all the bad things happening, not enough attention given to the good things happening, too much speculation on things we cannot know, too much hatred. It's no wonder so many people have mental health struggles nowadays.

My Creature information is finally almost done too, but I don't know what I'll do after that. I used to have constant project ideas and was always eager to work on them...but ever since my mental health got bad, I rarely have new ideas and even when I do, I put them off for days or weeks or never get to them at all. It often feels like too much work or it'll take too much time or I'm just not in the mood. I hope this will improve if I'm able to get the right treatment soon. Unfortunately it's taking as long as possible to get anywhere with that. :/

 

[Multifavs]

Why do so many people love to mistreat me and ignore me? What have I done wrong? I don't understand it.

 

[Multifavs]

I might stop streaming and sharing my content, as I have no reason to do so.