- Dec 4, 2019
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
The more I think the more I realize how silly it sounds that I think that I lost my salvation on a light not even in the Holy Bible. Are brains are funny sometimes my dad and mom keep telling you can't have the Mark of the Beast it isn't out yet. This psychosis is challenging but I keep sticking to the truth of the Holy Bible and Jesus promised that nothing can snatch me away there is no yellow light/blue sphere in the Bible therefore I am not snatched away.
I am really not going to miss the rapture my cousin who works with mental health told me you can't switch from being a christian to satanist in a hallucination or on a flip of the switch and I trust her judgment and my high school friend and his fiancee sees the Joy of the Lord in my life and Satan can't enter the heart and brain of a believer. I know the truth of the Gospel so why do I fear.
There would be a warning in the Holy Bible about the Yellow Light the message about Job was encouraging how Satan can't randomly show up. The more I think the more I start to realize God who is loving isn't going to hold a paranoid schizophrenic responsible for falling before some lights the Lamb's Book of Life is permanent to never be blotted from.
I can live a normal life until the Lord returns he knows I am mentally ill and he knows my true heart.
I am really not going to miss the rapture my cousin who works with mental health told me you can't switch from being a christian to satanist in a hallucination or on a flip of the switch and I trust her judgment and my high school friend and his fiancee sees the Joy of the Lord in my life and Satan can't enter the heart and brain of a believer. I know the truth of the Gospel so why do I fear.
There would be a warning in the Holy Bible about the Yellow Light the message about Job was encouraging how Satan can't randomly show up. The more I think the more I start to realize God who is loving isn't going to hold a paranoid schizophrenic responsible for falling before some lights the Lamb's Book of Life is permanent to never be blotted from.
I can live a normal life until the Lord returns he knows I am mentally ill and he knows my true heart.
