- Jul 21, 2010
- 206
- 36
- Country
- United Kingdom
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I have had depressive issues for over 30 years, my family means the most to me now, I live in social housing and have been offered a place closer to where my daughter lives, she is about to have a baby and I so want to be closer to them both.
the problem is that I have grown attached to this area, and met some people not close friends but to talk to, and I am scared, at present I live in a house and will be moving to a small estate, and a smaller home. The people are rough and I dont know what to do, as well as this I wonder if the flat will be too small as is much smaller than here, but in this flat I must suffer cannabis smoke each day especially when it is cold and I cant open the windows, I find it makes me cough, and I just fear on how I will cope with things all round, I am getting depressed when I should not as I do want to live nearer my daughter.
Please pray that God will lead me to what is meant to be. Taking this flat will mean problems with getting it decorated (I have arthritus) and getting the garden right (at the moment there is no fence and people use it as a dumping ground for rubbish and to park cars in the garden, so that tells me what the neighbours are like.
the problem is that I have grown attached to this area, and met some people not close friends but to talk to, and I am scared, at present I live in a house and will be moving to a small estate, and a smaller home. The people are rough and I dont know what to do, as well as this I wonder if the flat will be too small as is much smaller than here, but in this flat I must suffer cannabis smoke each day especially when it is cold and I cant open the windows, I find it makes me cough, and I just fear on how I will cope with things all round, I am getting depressed when I should not as I do want to live nearer my daughter.
Please pray that God will lead me to what is meant to be. Taking this flat will mean problems with getting it decorated (I have arthritus) and getting the garden right (at the moment there is no fence and people use it as a dumping ground for rubbish and to park cars in the garden, so that tells me what the neighbours are like.
