Hello everyone,
Recently I have read/ been reading these two books:
A Night in the Desert of the Holy Mountain: Discussion with a Hermit on the Jesus Prayer: Metropolitan of Nafpaktos Hierotheos Vlachos, Effie Mavromichali, Abbot of Gregoriou Monastery Archimandrite George: 9789607070319: Amazon.com: Books
Amazon.com: Saint Silouan, the Athonite (9780881411959): Archimandrite Sophrony: Books
While I have found certain portions edifying, I have struggled to get through these books because I have a really hard time believing a lot of the stories recounted, and I feel like the Christianity these monks follow is a perversion of Christianity. These men leave the world to dedicate themselves to prayer, and yet they tell stories about how some of them go mad, or are driven to suicide by the demons that torment them. Why would God allow such a thing?
St. Silouan apparently spoke of how for years he suffered the torments of Hell, and sat all night on a backless stool rather than laying down and sleeping. Given a few things he later said, it seems that St. Silouan eventually criticized this view, claiming that one should neither see his or herself as a saint or see his or herself as destined for Hell, since this shows a lack of faith in Christ's grace.
When I read these accounts I wonder how on earth someone can follow such a Christianity. This doesn't sound like Christ's message of hope, love, and transformation. How can we believe that Christ's message is "follow me and be tormented by the thought that you are going to Hell regardless of your dedication"?
Recently I have read/ been reading these two books:
A Night in the Desert of the Holy Mountain: Discussion with a Hermit on the Jesus Prayer: Metropolitan of Nafpaktos Hierotheos Vlachos, Effie Mavromichali, Abbot of Gregoriou Monastery Archimandrite George: 9789607070319: Amazon.com: Books
Amazon.com: Saint Silouan, the Athonite (9780881411959): Archimandrite Sophrony: Books
While I have found certain portions edifying, I have struggled to get through these books because I have a really hard time believing a lot of the stories recounted, and I feel like the Christianity these monks follow is a perversion of Christianity. These men leave the world to dedicate themselves to prayer, and yet they tell stories about how some of them go mad, or are driven to suicide by the demons that torment them. Why would God allow such a thing?
St. Silouan apparently spoke of how for years he suffered the torments of Hell, and sat all night on a backless stool rather than laying down and sleeping. Given a few things he later said, it seems that St. Silouan eventually criticized this view, claiming that one should neither see his or herself as a saint or see his or herself as destined for Hell, since this shows a lack of faith in Christ's grace.
When I read these accounts I wonder how on earth someone can follow such a Christianity. This doesn't sound like Christ's message of hope, love, and transformation. How can we believe that Christ's message is "follow me and be tormented by the thought that you are going to Hell regardless of your dedication"?