Like I said, better to live for your beliefs than to die for them. Douger's advice is the best I can think of.
MR.Gishin please be patient and tolerate my sad and bitter feelings because
They are hurting her, Hurting Egypt the land that Jesus the Christ had lived in for the first 3 years of his life, His first words as a Child were Coptic words here in Egypt, His first steps were here near my home where I live, He drank from the same Nile I drink from, He bathed in that Nile, he purified the Nile that my ancestors polluted with their crimes against Israel in the Pharaoh era, he fixed our lives that we spoiled, His Holy mother baked bread here in El Matarya neighborhood, his first meal was from our lands products,his first smiles and cries, his first gestures, First laughs and tears, his first touch, his first kingdom is in here,
his first playing was here with Coptic children, He first played with the poor peasant Coptic children, Not with the chosen Children of Israel, nor with the rich Children of Rome nor the wise well educated children of Greece but here with the poor,simple peasant Egyptian children, he loved their laughs, and their weakness becasue he came to the poor and the sick and those who need him desperately.
for the east he sent a marvelous lustrous star, for the west he sent his apostles, for Egypt he came in person, how can I leave him then!
he chased away the devils and the bad pharaohes that ruled Egypt and gave us a new hearts and a new power to love and to put away man's weapons and deal with the worst murderers with love, he converted our stony hearts to hearts of flesh.
He said in Hosea 11 : 1 When Israel was a child, then I loved him, and called my son out of Egypt.
He said in Isaiah chapter 19 verse 25
because Yahweh of Armies has blessed them, saying, Blessed be Egypt my people, Assyria the work of my hands, and Israel my inheritance.
You see Egypt has something greater than the petrol wells of the Arabs and the science, weapons and dollars of the west, She has Jesus the King of Kings.
I don't think Egypt is just a believe, I think Egypt is a life and the life is Jesus without her I'm dead any way, and life is worthless.
so I believe I'll do as saint Paul said to the Galatians Chapter 2 verse 20
I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I that live, but Christ living in me. That life which I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself up for me.