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[scared_at_heart]

Hi guys.I am new to the site.My name is Nikki.How can I get away from all the abuse?Ya see,my mom doesn't care for me,she just gos off to the bar and drinks all day,my dad beats the living daylights out of me for no reason once so ever,and now I started dating this guy,and he turned out to be abusive also,and he abuses me also.I cant get away from him or he'll track me down and abuse me worse than before.I have NO idea what to do.Ive tried suicide before but my dad stoped me.Please give me some advice on what to do.I can't do this anymore.Thier killing me and im slowly and painfully sliping away.Please help me.Thank-you.

Nikki

 

[Captain_Tripp]

im sry 2 here that.ill pray 4 ya.

 

[kidsminister]

Nikki -

Is there someone that you can talk to - a teacher, a counselor, a youth pastor, etc.?

You need to get out of both abusive situations! If you talk to any of the above mentioned people, they are LEGALLY mandated to help you.

You are not alone...but you need to find someone "in real life," not just on the Internet, to talk to!

Jesus, I thank you for your daughter Nikki. I ask that you place your loving arms around her, give her the courage to get help and get out of the abusive situations that she is in, and find someone to help her. Place exactly the right people in her path, and put a hedge of protection around her so that she cannot be hurt anymore. We thank you for this, in Jesus' name!!

 

[Yasha]

In the Power of the name and person of Jesus, I come against the abuse that is harming YOUR Child.

I pray that You begin to intervene for this precious one and guard her precious heart, mind and spirit. Come against those who abuse her. Bless THEM with understanding of the pain they are sending upon her physically, emotionally, spiritually. Protect her. BEGIN NOW the turn around to re-empower this child of Yours to BECOME a survivor in the stripes, wounds and blood You endured on her behalf, Jesus. Show her the understanding that You gathered in that courtyard under the abuse of the cohort of Roman soldiers, under the excruciating death by crucifixion. Bear the fruit of Your bleeding out for her, now in her crys for help. Be MANIFEST! Soothe her wounds, bind up her flesh, unbind her heart. Take DOMINION! Hear her heart's cry for freedom. Break the CHAINS. Heal her world. Bring deliverance and light the way Home with neon, if need be. For Your glory, set this captive free, Jesus. Grant ALL who type here after me, the embodiment of Your grace and mercy as they share from their hope to serve her need, in You. amen and amen and amen.
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You have made a good beginning by coming here, sweet girl. There are people here who can share some of their experiences in their journey out of this sadness and violation. YOU are the daughter of a King! Nikki.

Have you ever told anyone what is happening at home?

 

[Yasha]

Nikki -

Is there someone that you can talk to - a teacher, a counselor, a youth pastor, etc.?

You need to get out of both abusive situations! If you talk to any of the above mentioned people, they are LEGALLY mandated to help you.

You are not alone...but you need to find someone "in real life," not just on the Internet, to talk to!

!

Thank you, Jesus. I agree!

 

[Captain_Tripp]

this reminds me of a song.
u raise me up by selah.im listning 2 it right now.

 

[scared_at_heart]

Aww.Thanks guys.I tried telling someone once but my dad found out and he beat me worse.I have scars from him and from my boyfriend.They did more than just beat me.They've raped me and they've stabed me many times.I have a scar on my face,arm,leg and back.pluh.I hate them.Yes I no I shouldn't say that,but I do.But I am getting vey sick of this sh*t!

 

[Yasha]

For kids and Teens. <<<<------These are links.
You should know.
Protect yourself.
How they help?

There is much info here and a hotline phonenumber. You don't have to be alone! Think about it, please?

 

[Captain_Tripp]

yeah.just check it out.get help & feel better!but always,no & remember,yur not alone.

 

[scared_at_heart]

Thank guys.I really aprciate it.But the little dot thing number seven on you should know is what happens all the time and I'm afraid that he was telling the truth when he said that and Im going to get beaten worse.Like thats never happened but still.

 

[Captain_Tripp]

this also reminds me of "my immortal" by evanescence , "concret angle" by martina mcbride, & "untitled" by simple plan..its okay though.

 

[leigh01]

lord .watch over your daughter nikki she is in pain heal her pain like you have done before make these things stop hold her in your arms because she is ya baby girl and she needs her daddy
in your name i preyer amen

pm me anytime

 

[luv4godremains]

I stayed silent, I always thought that it was normal, but it isn't I was scared to, my Dad said that if I told anyone he would do it more, and more harmfully, but it wouldn't have been the case, I know it's hard, but, at least phone the hotline from a public phone, they can give you professional and confidencial advice, they know what they saying and have experience in how the system of stopping abuse works over there!

I'll be praying for you, but please please try to get help, don't let it go any further, or for longer! If you don't at least try, then there is practically no chance for you to get help, to get the situation dealt with!

PM me anytime you want to! God bless

 

[Captain_Tripp]

yeah heart.go w/ what they said!they no what thier talkin bout!right guys?!

 

[scared_at_heart]

Thank you guys.The reason that I've been off for a few hours is my dad just beat me,again,made me unconcious,& then i had to clean up the whole mess.Blood,glass,everything.Then i took a shower.That was a little painful.But I'm good now.I'm good.

 

[leigh01]

babe i dont wanna sound like im butting in but is a mom involved with geting beatings too or is it just u have u got bros and sistas can ya go stay with a freind for a bit gve time for the dust to settle stayfor a bout a week

how often do you get beating 1 2 3 times a week pm me at anytime i mean at any time
write bk
god bless
love leigh
XxXxXxX

 

[scared_at_heart]

Yeah,ny mom is involved.She's moving in with her sister though.I did have one older brother but I don't know what happened to them.I think.I should try to stay with a friend.I mean,it IS summer.I get beatings just about every day.And if i'm lucky,I get a day off.Yet that rarley happens. Oh well.Better go,my dad just got up.Here goes another day in paridise.*rolls eyes* get ready for the pain!*rolls eyes again*

 

[luv4godremains]

angel,
I'm sooo sorry, keep smiling, God WILL deliver you, I'll keep praying, and you always can PM me, and I'm sure your friends would be happy o help you, look after you for the summer!

*hugs*

 

[scared_at_heart]

It's okay.It's not your fault.I'll try my best to smile.Oww!But like now,I'm in to muchpain to smile.*Smiles but smiles weakly*I'll pm you.I'm sure they will.
Nikki

 

[leigh01]

Yeah,ny mom is involved.She's moving in with her sister though.I did have one older brother but I don't know what happened to them.I think.I should try to stay with a friend.I mean,it IS summer.I get beatings just about every day.And if i'm lucky,I get a day off.Yet that rarley happens. Oh well.Better go,my dad just got up.Here goes another day in paridise.*rolls eyes* get ready for the pain!*rolls eyes again*

cant ya move in with ya auntie i m sorry to hear about ya bro dnt ya have a numba 4 him gud on yabou stayin wiv a mate im glad ya considered it i dont no how any1 cud beat sumone under the eyes of god txt bk love leigh