Continuation from Pt. 1:
Contemplation Meditation
This one is the easiest thing to do. Sit down and think. First bring to mind a verse. I will pick one randomly from the four gospels to use as an example:
Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift. (Matthew 5:24)
Now that we have the verse, next we need to consider what level of the verse we are to meditate upon. Traditionally there are five levels we can use to look into a sacred teaching.
1. Literal
2. Symbolic
3. Metaphorical
4. Numerological
5. Secretive
Literally this verse is telling us to leave our gift before the altar and deal with the troubles we have with others before giving our offering.
Symbolically we can look at this verse in a million different ways; this is one of the many signs and characteristics of Holy Writing. So many Christians get into conflict because there is an infinite amount of ways to read into a scripture. The very first thing we need to do when we are breaking something down symbolically is to understand our own symbolism. Taking this verse as a base to work from, the first thing we need to do is take the key words out. In this case we have leave, gift, altar, reconcile, and brother. What do these words mean to you? To me, leave represents a since of separation. It is often associated with running away or a situation that brings up feelings of relief or sadness. Altar brings to mind a since of the sacred, a place where all of our understandings of creation are symbolically represented. It is the foundation of our practices. It is where we place our sacred objects, images, and prayers upon. Gift on the other hand invokes an idea of giving something to another. There are superficial gifts and then there are gifts that come from the heart. In this case, the gift represents to me a giving of ourselves. The word reconcile means many things to me, one of which is finding a state of balance. Lastly, the word brother conjures up the idea of everyone and everything in my life. So symbolically this verse is telling me that i must find a balance within my life and seek peace with all my relations before my offering will be received.
Metaphorically we are shown that our gifts are empty until we have found peace within our life. The only real gift we can give to GOD, the only thing we really have to offer is ourselves. Not our bodies, for they will disintegrate and return to the earth and not our minds, because they were never ours in the first place. We cannot offer anything physical, because it is already GODS. The only things we can offer are our words, actions, and thoughts by dedicating them all to GOD. The only real way to do this is to walk as Jesus taught us and a part of that is to forgive others and to act through compassion.
Numerologically there is no logical way to decipher a holy verse unless it is in the original language; such as Hebrew or Greek. And the Secret understandings that lay hidden within sacred scriptures come only to those whom GOD wishes.
Breaking down scriptures is one way to use contemplation meditation. Another way is to simply meditate on our actions, our life, the things that we do that are helpful or harmful to our Christian path, the qualities of Christ, the good things we wish to invite into our lives, different understandings of the scripture, or anything else that we can think of. The idea behind contemplation is to find something that is wholesome and beneficial to our walk, and then simply meditate upon it until it has saturated our minds and entered into our hearts.
Concentration Meditation
In comparison to contemplation meditation, learning to concentrate and hold our focus upon one thing is very difficult to do in the beginning. One reason for this is that contemplation is an active practice that leads the mind while concentration merely seeks to rest the mind. By resting the mind we find that our thoughts, emotions, feelings, and visual impressions within the mind are constantly in motion and beyond our control to stop. In fact, the harder we try to stop them, the more powerful they become. The longer we sit motionless and focused, the harder it is to do so. This, above any other reason, is a good motivation for learning to concentrate. If we cannot control what thoughts, images, and emotions flow through us, then how can we ever hope to aspire to follow in the footsteps of Jesus?
There are as many things to concentrate upon as there are thoughts. The idea behind concentration meditation is not to focus upon a million things in one minute, but to focus on one thing for a million minutes. It does not matter what it is that we focus upon; the only stipulation might be to consider focusing on things that are positive and productive to compassion and wholesomeness. It would not serve us to be focusing on an image of a naked person, especially if we are trying to avoid lustfulness.
What needs to be emphasized is that whatever we choose to focus on it needs to remain that one thing until the benefits of concentrative meditation have born its fruits. There are many levels, degrees, gifts, and powers that come to us when we go deeper into concentrative meditation. While these gifts and powers can arise we are to keep our focus always on GOD. Our intention to meditate should seek to bring us closer to GOD, not gain some supernatural power that allow us to see through walls, leap tall buildings, or fly faster than the speed of sound. Meditation is a real practice that has real results when we apply ourselves to doing it. The potential of gaining powers should never be the focus of our efforts. Our focus should always be directed towards GOD and to the good of GODS creation.
The one example we are going to use to show the process of concentrative meditation is to use the image of the cross. We are not going to get crazy and start visualizing Jesus on the cross or some cross highlighted upon a mountain of skulls, blood dripping from it, or any other elaborate imagery. We are going to visualize a simple wooden cross. Nothing more and nothing less!
Having found a comfortable seat in a conducive place for meditation, we lightly close our eyes and begin to visualize. For some, this might be hard to do. One way to overcome this is to have a picture or actual cross to stare at before we close our eyes so as to help us retain the image. What we find when we close our eyes is that this simple image is not all that easy to visualize much less retain its image for any amount of time. We should remember as we go into this process that what we visualize is not going to be as concrete as what we see with our eyes. The reason for this is based upon the different way we are bringing this information into our consciousness. With that in mind, we neednt worry about the image being the same as when we see it with our eyes. As our meditation grows what we see within our minds will be more real and intense then when looking at something through our eyes. For now do not be surprised if what we see has little tangibility.
So what do you have? Can you actually retain a ghost of its shape or can you see it as clear as day? Does the image fluctuate and seek to form into something else or might it be turning and floating as if seeking to go out of focus? Any and all of these things can happen. Other things that will most likely happen is that you will forget what you are doing. Thoughts might come and go and you might find yourself floating along with them. While this happens, what we are to do is gently bring our focus back to the cross. The point is not to judge ourselves, our thoughts, or anything at all for that matter. What we need to be doing is simply letting go of all thoughts, images, emotions, and feelings, and bring our focus back to the cross.
It is not easy but it can be done. That is what we need to remember as we bring our attention away from some horrible thought for the thousandth time. It is amazing how scary and messed up the thoughts can be that float through our awareness. Most, if not all of them, are merely images we have acquired from movies and TV. Sometimes though, we can find ourselves rehearsing something that happened a long time in our past or daydreaming about some unknown future. We can be rehearsing our day or having amazing insights into the nature of the universe. Once again, all that we need to do is bring our focus back to the cross.
Concentration in principle is not that difficult. In practice, it is probably one of the more difficult things we will have to do in our lives. These minds are filled with so much information, that to even dream of stilling them is a dream within a dream. It is possible though.
So here we are again, bringing the focus back to the cross. It is not thoughts now that distract us; it is an excruciating pain in our leg, itch on the shoulder, lobbing head, or slouching back. It is the body that seeks to get up from this uncomfortable place and walk around. While it is natural for the body to seek relief, know that during a three hour movie when the mind is completely enraptured with the story, not once does the body get achy or seek to move around least the attention become broken and the movie losses a little of its escapists power. If the body gets so uncomfortable that it causes us to lose our focus, then by simply readjusting ourselves with the minimal effort to avoid bringing our minds out of the calm state is okay. Sometimes taking our attention from the cross and focusing it on the pain for a minute or two will often have the result of releasing the mind from the pain itself. Although this seems a little strange, in practice it works.
Another way the body can create distractions is to make the mind obsess over the saliva in the throat or challenge our meditation with bodily needs. One way to minimize this is to make sure you go to the bathroom right before meditation, avoiding eating or drinking things that create phlegm, and eating just enough to satiate the stomach but not fill it right before meditation.
The next thing that might come up is sensual distractions. Maybe it is a flash of light that strikes the eyelids, a loud sound down the street, or the temperature of the room. All these things and many more can come and rob us of our concentration. We can control only a few of these things. There are three ways to deal with these distractions. We can give up and allow our attention to waver and eventually stop the meditating. We can fight the distractions like a sergeant and hold to our chosen focus like a dog to a stick or we can temporarily shift our focus to the momentary distraction and try to be as aware and attentive to the sound, light, or whatever, as we were to our cross. We do this until the distraction has gone and we notice that our minds are clinging to the memory of the distraction rather than the actual event. When we notice our minds clinging to the memory we then shift our focus back to our chosen visualization. This last approach is the healthiest way to integrate lifes randomness into our practice.