Me

[Cragg]

I don't really know if I have an eating disorder, but I know I dont eat properly, I suppose by defintion it makes it a disorder.

Before all this started, I wasnt eating properly anyway, I am very "picky" with my food, there is very little that I do like, its not like I don't try it, I just don't like most of it.

Last year my very close friends at the time told me that I was getting fat, and they kept making a point of it, and it made me feel really uncomfortable with myself. At first it didn't make any difference to my eating, I just carried on as I did before, but I joined a gym and made an effort that way. But a couple of months later, the gym didnt seem to be making an effect, and I just started to eat less, one meal a day at most, sometimes I go days without eating. I know it's not good for me, but its like a habit I can't get out of, I kinda, forget to eat, and when I do go past that one meal a day, I look at myself and feel really guilty. I'm not close to those friends anymore, but their words still sound in my head, haunting me today.

Please, anyone, watch what you say about how people look, I don't want people to go down the path that I am stuck down, and its a very easy one to take.

Please pray for me, I need it.

 

[WhereareyouGod?]

Dude, you don't have to worry about what other people think, don't let those words haunt you, my dad once said i was fat and i have never forgotten it, thats one of the reasons i have an ED, don't let it rule your life, if you ever need to chat or vent or whatever let me know. You are beautiful just the way you are and don't you let anyone tell you otherwise including yourself

Love n Hugs

Lizzie

 

[goldenviolet]

this is something that bothers you lots of people have different struggles with food or seeing themselves and food. can you go to a doctor and talk about it? *prayer*
love and blessings, dee